Chapter 28 - Lost in my thoughts

Cleo

Broken pieces can mend, when you give them time to heal. I have dealt with so much pain and loss , both secretly and publicly. I have kept many secrets; however this one has been a secret that has left a hole so big that I am still trying to close up. The sad part about the secret is that I can't fix what was broken alone. I had a past; and that past has a man involved, a man I know, a man I've become good friends with, and a man who was the father of my first child. I have lost two children before. The second child I lost when Duncan got physical with me and I kept quiet about it. I was two months pregnant. My first however I lost when I got involved with Marc. We fell in love before I worked for Ruth. We kept our relationship secret and it was beneficial for us in more ways than one. When it was good; it was amazing and we communicated well, we didn't fight that much with each other. He was busy with his culinary career and I was temping at a PR firm. We had the makings of a onc