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"Cath." I called in a lower tone this time.
She turned her head to me while her body remained frozen still.
"You know you can talk this out to me. So hold my hand and let's get down here huh?" I stretched my arm towards her.
But instead of accepting it, she shook her head and looked down. The height must have startled her because her legs shook. My stomach turned as I watched her tried to keep her balance.
"No, no. Don't look down. That's something you wouldn't want to do. Look far away instead." I am going nuts by trying to keep her attention on me.
"You know, there's my favorite quote from Dead Poets Society…" I began blabbering.
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