Chapter 70

Gertrude Pov...

The closer I look at him for a longer time the more I am sure of what I am feeling. The distortion of his face hiding his pain is crushing my heart and bleeding like hell. I want to hug him to ease the pain he is feeling right now but I'm scared he will freak out. The last time he touch me I was the one who freak out scared.

He eat quietly even though he can't swallow his food trying to catch a glimpse of us but he couldn't resist his emotions. He chooses to leave quickly to breathe as it's suffocating just hearing our utensils clutter and our ragged breathing.

When dad followed him I can't resist following as well. I'm surprised to see John in the living room but what surprises me the most was Jonathan's reaction. He was mad clenching his fist as his face turns dark.

I followed him outside to comfort him but I don't know how to reach him not to get pissed. The first word that came out of my mouth is I'm sorry!

I really cried 'coz I feel his pain and it's hurting me bu