Chapter 90

Gertrude Pov...

I didn't know my handsome husband has guilty feelings and unsorted things with my brother. Those things can ruin everything and I wanted to sort it out for him.

Going back to where we started I admit it's too foolish and childish. I came back for my parents but didn't expect to get married to the man I solely love but loathe me so much. I was elated and unhappy but I deal with sophistication and perfection.

I understand his issues that day. My brother didn't acknowledge him as he knows he was the reason I was broken taking that risk and leaving.

I am as well aware of Allen that day but Allen knows I can't give back his love. Whatever we had that day was to make him jealous actually and indeed it make him fucking jealous, raping me on our honeymoon.

If my brother finds out what he did I'm sure their bantering will never end. I should keep it to myself and ignore it to focus on the future and what else we can do.

"Honey I'm sorry!" Jonathan murmured behind me.

"Ssshh!