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There are no words to describe the feeling of betrayal. It was horrible for me, devastating and depressing that I would compare to being punched in the gut or stabbed in the heart. My anxiety kicked in big this time like it never did in the past, and it’s only by the grace of God that I haven’t physical ripped my flesh apart. Emily is a friend I’d gladly take a bullet for, sadly she’s the one pulling the trigger with her gun pointing to my heart.
Jake was talking to me, but my mind isn’t with him. My heart was palpating and my mind pondering over a lot of things. I had felt light headed in front of Jake and fainted into his arms at school and I can’t let it happen again otherwise he’d ask questions about my health and I can’t risk him finding out– he’d totally freak out. Aside my Dad, and Emily no one else knows about my mental health disorder. “Let’s go to Oaklay over the weekend” Jake saRelated chapters
FATAL DESIRE Reconciliation
God! I think Jake has gone insane. He’d still want to be with me after all the horrifying things he just found out about me?. I had ruined his gorgeous face with my fingers, and here he is nuzzling up in my arms. I pulled away from him and faced the wall. The more I looked into his eyes, the more I get a magnetic pull towards him and I didn’t want that. I wanted to stop.“ You still think it’s wrong...? Hailey, no matter how many times you try to push me away I'd still be here. Deep down you love me and you don’t wanna let go. The depth of my love for is incomprehensible, my feelings for you are unimaginable. You complete me… stop pushing me away… look at me” “No Jake. I can’t” “ Why not? You can’t look at me because you're scared - scared that you've fallen madly in love me? You are scared of acceptance? I thought you are brave?" he asked and i hate that he is right. I have fallen in lo
FATAL DESIRE Officially His
I was famished, and started on a dinner with the French fries while helping my father in the kitchen. Who is coming for dinner? He had refused to say and only snorted out that it’s a surprise. He let suspense and tension to build inside me and it was almost unbearable. I ticked off the idea that it could be a family member because we do not have any close relative in Fothoman. Aunty Jane, my Dad's younger sister lives with her husband in Olivelane and they only visited once when I was in fifth grade.It might be one of those political meetings where a candidate invites his party members to his home for dinner. A soft knock rattled on the door as I reach over for a pork. He slapped my hand away and smiled at me, and I am more confused by the expression on his face. What is there to smile about and why is Mr. Hayes acting like a teenager?“ You should get the door. I will wrap up things from here” he said as he began untying the knotted apron around his wai
FATAL DESIRE Breakfast or Breakup
“ I need to tell you something” I said to Bay, having successfully followed him into the male bathroom without being seen. Dumfounded, Bay stared up at me, water dropping from his wet hair trailed from the lines of his jaw to his chest, and down to his abs – crawling beneath the towel wrapped around his waist. “ You shouldn’t be in here” he warned. His head bent down, and he began massaging his wet hair with a white towel. When I wasn’t leaving, he turned his look on me “ didn’t you hear me? Hailey, leave now before the others comes in” “ I am not leaving until I talk to you. So, quit being a jerk and just listen” I voiced harshly. He chuckled in a way that I find offensive. I called him a jerk – so ?I swallowed hard, trying to focus with all the distractions on his bare body. Bay's body is smooth and his lips looked so fucking sinful – it can cause a lot of damages to a girls
FATAL DESIRE Psych
When I woke up, I was in a hospital. The walls around me were sky blue and sterile. I saw Jake and Emily seated beside me. I was beyond shocked to see her, but I tried to keep my cool.As soon as i said his name, Jake jumped to his feet and took my hands into his, squeezing tightly and clutching firmly against his chest. His eyes were red and his cheeks puffy like he’s been crying.“God Hailey, you scared the hell outta me. I thought I'd lose you” Happy tears floated in his eyes as he brushed a kiss against my knuckles.“ I was so worried about you, glad you are ok” Emily saidI stared up at her and she quickly lowered her head to avoid my gaze. She's got some nerve showing up at hospital after what she put me through. I didn't even want to look at her treachery face. Her presence alone infuriated me and I wanted her gone, beca
FATAL DESIRE His Psych
When I confessed my love for Jake, I was certain. Very certain it was him that I want. He was calm, probably trying to digest my words. I gestured at him to come lay beside me. He scooted in against my side, I rested my chin on his chest and looked up at him. “ Promise you not gonna be mad at me” I said as I sat up and folded my knees up to my chest.He rolled closer to me and prop his elbow up, resting his chin in his hand “ I’m listening”“ I love how much you respect me, and how much you care about me” i stroke a thumb on his jaw, gently pulling his beard.The expression on his face became intensely sexual “ you do?” He asked.“ Yes.. and I don’t want you to ever stop looking at me the way you do – like you are doing right now” we both let out a soft laugh “ After hearing what I’m about to tell you, please don’t ever stop Loving me”He stretched his arm out and stroke warm fingers along my cheek, I closed my eyes as he traced a path
FATAL DESIRE Broken But Whole Again
Being in an actual relationship and sticking to one person is a beautiful blend of excitement and peace – so I thought. The thought of spending time with Jake, the eagerness to see him as often as possible excited me and just by looking at the selfies we took together puts a cheesy smile on my face. In all my excitement and fulfilment, I was still anxious for what the future holds. Because as much as I want our relationship to last, the fear of the power Bay has over my mind takes a toll of me. The more I tried to forget him, the more I kept on having him at the back of my mind. I haven’t seen or heard from the boy after the breakup. I’ve spent few days at home after my anxiety attack and he hasn’t showed up or tried to reach out – not even once. Well, one good thing his absence did for me is that i get to spend a lot of time with Jake while trying to replace every memories of him with the ones I’m currently building with Jake –
FATAL DESIRE Dangerous Games
Warning: This chapter contains BDSM “ Quit laying claims on my body” I said, studying the boy who’d completely destroy my and whose life I may destroy.He reached for my hand, entwining our fingers together “ you do realize that I need you, right?”“ That was not the impression you gave me. You said I needed you” I snorted.He ran a hand over his face and gently bite inside his lower lip. “ Stay with me. I want you to stay with me”“ Why? Fucking horny and want to fuck the hell out of me?” I stilled myself and Wrapped my arms around my chest. Unshaken and unmoving.“ No… no! Because I want you here with me – because I fucking need you”“ what about Claire? She saw us together” I curiously asked.“ she is nothing I can’t handle. I just want you, and I am not afraid to go after what I want anymore” he cupped the back of my neck and pulled me in for a kiss, but I refused to let him have control.I pulled back, my chest
FATAL DESIRE The Boy is mine
“Hailey! Hey! Hailey wait up, would you? I heard Emily calling out and running after me in the hall way. I had ignored her un purpose. I did not want to talk to her or anyone else following the scene I had created at school days back I avoided anywhere students are clustered. “Hailey hold up, I want to talk” she held my bag strap and I halted and turned my head to face her.“ I am running late for class. Can we do this later? I asked, shrugging her hands off.She swallowed and made to take my hand but I took a step back “please I would like to talk”“You have one minute” I said as my eyes flicked to connect with hers. They are devoid of any kind of emotions. “I want you to know that I have always been on your side” she said calmly.I didn’t wait for her to finish, i snorted and rolled my eyes. I slid out my phone from my jeans pocket and check the time “Your time is up
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