Chapter 18: Jordan

The last few days were really hard, because I spent most of the day with Lillian and then I went to the shop to check up on their work.  I had lied to her when I said they were doing a wonderful job.  At first when I left them in charge, they spit them out like a conveyor belt, but then after a while they slowed down to a crawl.  

When I checked in on them the last time, they had gotten behind by one and there were three more waiting in line.  If I don't get my life in check soon, the shop will be history and so will my life's dream.  I have to get Lillian out of here and now that she is divorced, I can marry her and everything can simmer down.

The thing is, everytime I go back to the hospital she looks at me so sad and I feel like I shouldn't ever leave her side.  I don't think she is doing it intentionally, but she is making me feel really bad.  Like today for instance, I slept there last night and then when I had to leave ab