After Charles and I talked, I immediately opened my Facebook.
There were some notifications but I ignored them. I just looked for the invitation to our reunion.
And true enough there is. I clicked it. I saw that almost everyone will come, the others are maybe but no one chose the not joining choice. I browse who's going.
I saw Jester and Rachel's name using Jester's surname.
I felt a pain in my heart. Suddenly my heart beat faster. I'm nervous.
Why do I feel this way?
Am I still okay?
I already
After my heated conversation with Andrew yesterday, we were not able to talk again because we were both busy with work.The project I am doing coincides with the event that Lieo is going to. And that made me busier.Because Lieo participated in Vince's taping, I agreed to be his stylist.It is not difficult to dress Lieo, he has a good physique that even if I asked him to wear a rag, it will still look expensive because he is the one carrying it.I am also thankful for what happened.I don’t want to talk to him for now. My mind is in chaos. I am also too emotional. I don’t want to do something that I will regret in
It’s our first monthsary on Friday. I wanted it to be special. I know that my relationship with Alli is going through a problem, but I don’t want it to ruin our first month as a couple.If she is shaken, then I must be firm. Since I’m the guy in the relationship, I should be stronger in this kind of situation.I having a hard time thinking of a surprise since last week. I want to surpass the thing I did for her when I proposed to her. I gave my best on that proposal that’s why now I don’t know what surprise will I do for her now.I even try to search on the internet, some unique and romantic surprises that a guy made for a girl. I know it's so gay but I want our first month to be so special for the both of us.
We happily left the house. We were both smiling the whole trip.He stopped the car at a spa building. So we will go to a spa?! I was suddenly excited.I love going to the spa with my girlfriends. We often go to Wensha because of their eat-all-you-can offer. Because we all love to eat food so those kinds of spas are perfect for us.This is my first time going to this kind of spa. Because I know the price here is gold.As soon as we got out of the car, a man approached us, Andrew handed his key to the man and we went inside.From the reception area, you will be amazed by the elegance of the place. The staff is very accommodating
I still can't stop the joy that I am feeling now. Until now I still remember what Andrew did during our first monthsary. It's been one week but it seems like only yesterday.I really love that guy. And I'm sure of it. I was thankful for that night. Because of that, I proved to myself that I love him. And I should not be nervous at the reunion which will happen today.Yes, today is our reunion but unlike in the past, I am calmer now. I have nothing to fear because I am sure that I love Andrew and he is the only man I want to be with for the rest of my life.I woke up early because I had someone to pick up at the airport. I was so excited as I went inside the car.I was 15 minutes at the airpor
"Jester."I try to look calm as much as possible even though my heart is beating too fast because of nervousness. I want to avoid him. No matter how much I say that everything will be fine, knowing that I love Andrew, I still can’t help myself but feel scared.Scared to know that I am wrong and until now it's still him in my heart."Are you avoiding me?" He said then he went closer to me.I do not know if I see the sadness and pain in his eyes."H-ha? Why would I avoid you?" I asked him again.“Are you nervous?” He asked.
Until now I still can‘t believe the confrontation that I had with Jester. After that conversation, I immediately left that place. I just texted Charles and said I would go first and I wanted to be alone. The only thing that I want right now is to be alone for me to think. My mind and my heart are in chaos. I don't know what to do anymore. I am here now in the province of my adopted parents. My Aunt Belle was shocked when she saw me at the door of her house. When I was with my adopted parents I often went here for a vacation. Aunt Belle is alone in life. She got married but the Lord immediately took it back from her. Since then, she has not been married.  
‘You’re finally coming back here in the Philippines! Please feature Andrew Lopez on your vlog!’ ‘We can’t wait to see you here in the Philippines Ms. Allison! Looking forward to seeing Andrew Lopez on your vlog!’ ‘Finally! Andrew Lopez on Stellar! Welcome back, Ms. Allison!’ I sighed as I read all their comments on my I*******m live. I look at the camera and gave them my fake smile. It’s been 2 years since I left the country. Many things have happened. Andrew Lopez, my ex-boyfriend is now a famous singer in the country. He is now at the peak of his career. He is slowly being recognized internationally.
“Shall we start?”I nodded at Noah and we began to do his vlog content. He showed me the brand VIP room. He grabbed his camera and began shooting. He introduces me to the manager and he did some spiels for his vlog. This VIP room is no joke. It's much bigger than the luxury brand VIP room in the Philippines. I’m not surprised though, we are in the United State. If you are a fan of luxury brands, you are familiar with the brand VIP room. It's a special room designed for their VIP clients. In this room, you can shop in privacy. The manager or the staff will prepare the clothes or styles that you might like, and those are already in your size.