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FUBU quince
The consequences of stupidity is often instantaneous. And often times, these consequences determine how much of an asshole you really are. "Hey, thank you for waiting." Joanne's eyes would lit up like stars every time she sees me. Its been a month now na halos madalas na kaming magkasama ni Joanne. Some people in the office think that we're an item. I didn't want to disappoint her so I chose to ride with it. Sari has not talked to me nor has she reached out. Simply put, that night might have just been the end of it. "Austin?" malambing niyang sinambit ang pangalan ko. "Yes?" Bigla ay nagbago ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya. She bowed her head down and played with her fingers before she looked up at me again. "Wag na lang. Ihatid mo nalang ako pauwi."Then I realized I must have looked angry again. Travis has told me this before. Tila daw pasan ko ang mundo ever since I haven't talked with Sari. "I'm sorry. I'm just too stressed out lately." "It's okay. I understand. Iuwi mo
FUBU dieciseis
Obsession can be a petty thing to some.But for others, it changes the game to a whole 360.Halos tatlong oras din kaming bumiyahe bago namin narating ang private resort na binook namin. Halos dumidilim na din ang langit. The resort had three pools, one is an infinity that is looking out on a wonderful ocean view.Hindi kalakihan ng resort pero tamang-tama na para sa buong team. In general it fits any team building plans. There's a kitchen were we could cook our own food. There's two barkada rooms that we planned to utilize separately for Boys and Girls and three private cottages. One will be used by Sari, the other by Melai and one by J and Stacy who decided to stay together in a room. Of course, I will be crashing with the boys. As soon as we arrived, everyone get settled. The girls were in their room already sorting out their places. There were just a few of us boys so kung alin man ang mapili, yun na yun. Travis and I are in the same bunk bed. As soon as everyone was settled,
FUBU diecisiete
Moments that excite you makes you think of nothing else except for you and the ones involved during that moment. This is a hundred percent true and often, would mean stepping on other people's toe. "Ahhhhh." I could hear her moaning against the pillow she covered over her face. There I was, making her feel good, giving her the best that I can, bowing my head, kneeling in front of her, giving her my tongue's best moves.She has to be careful. She can't scream out loud, or else people will start listening.I kissed her supple legs and let my kiss travel back to her torso, letting my tongue linger through her skin, never caring if her juice is sticking on every trail I made.I stayed on her nipples, sucking it like there's no tomorrow.Her back arched as I sucked harder.She felt so delicious against my lips. I covered her mouth with my hands as soon as her moan elevated.She removed my hand and instead suck two of my fingers, tasting them like they were strawberry-flavored lollipops.I
FUBU dieceocho
"Above all, don't lie to yourself. The man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point that he cannot distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect for himself and for others. And having no respect, he ceases to love."At 7 AM, I managed to get up of bed and face my team mates. The moment I got into the table for breakfast, everybody was clapping their hands like I was the winner of some lottery. But I know what they are clapping about. I sat beside Joanne who was smiling the moment she saw me. Beside her was a plate that's already full of food. I took the liberty of sitting down beside her. She beamed a smile at me to which I responded with a slight grin. Across her was of course Sari. Na tila ba, sinasadya nitong sa tapat namin mismo maupo. "San ka nga pala natulog kagabi?" Joanne whispered to me just as we were already starting to eat. "I slept in Jeremiah's room. Tumakas na ako pagkatapos ng seven minutes na yun. Medyo nahilo
FUBU diecinueve
Sadness is but a wall between two gardens.The abyss of pleasure is one that no one can ever say no to. It no different with Sari. Every single moment we shared is tattooed in my mind and makes me count an endless number of sheep every night. Especially on the ones that she's not with me. Bumalik kami sa dating gawi. The usual text me or chat me relationship when I need you. That afternoon, I was sitting in my couch with her tangled against my legs while we were watching this movie called No Strings Attached. A very shallow definition of what we have. And all throughout, we were laughing at some of the scenes from this movie. Not because we could relate to it but because it was just plain funny. For some reason, she stayed in today, I had to turn my phone off so no one would get to disturb us. It won't happen all the time. So we has an agreement to put our phones off. I grabbed another set of beer as she sift through another set of movies. And Ironic as it is, she chose Friends
FUBU veinte
Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.Death may be the last news anyone would like to hear.But its a news no one can delay. Everyone has to face it ultimately. Anyone can try and not take it in. But sooner or later, everyone has to go through it. "I just learned that she was pregnant Austin.""What?" "Pero alam kong hindi ikaw ang ama. If there's one thing Joanne never shy away from, its honesty. She tells me everything.""So are you saying its someone else?"She meekly smiled. Pain is all over her face. They have just embalmed Joanne and now, she's about to be sent over to the place where her wake will be held. "I have to go take care of the rest of things for her wake. I'll see you around. Pupunta ka naman sa lamay niya di ba?""Of course. I will, I'll help you out.""Thank you Austin."Despite the loss, there was something else I felt that same day. Rage. Kung para kanino man ay ni hindi ko alam. Pero iisa lang ang alam
FUBU vientiuno
-Sari-I took a deep breath as I prepared myself before plunging in the huge pool in front of me.My head covered with a swimming cap, in my eyes are most uncomfortable goggles I've ever had and my mind focused on the clear, peaceful water.It was a public pool but its already 8:00 PM. People have already gone and I was the only one left.I have always preferred this time over any other. Walang istorbo, walang ibang taong makikisabay sa paglangoy ko. And I needed the quiet. I plunged right into the pool as I took an entire lane of the pool working on my butterflies and back strokes. I have always wanted to be a professional swimmer. But fate would not want to agree. Things happened that cost me my ambition. I had to go for whatever is practical and not what it is that I loved doing. But tonight wasn't the time to think of the things I haven's had the chance of pursuing. This is a night that's just all about him. A week ago, I learned that he has submitted his resignation. And th
FUBU veintidós
I looked at both of them, laying on top of the bed, resting after what we just did.Things has always been that way.I stood up, put on the dress again and carried the pair of heels as I got out of the mansion.I had to sneak out as quickly as I can.Their maids are not the silent ones. So I have to be careful.The driver was already waiting for me in the garage.I could feel the cold cement against my feet as I stepped inside the car.Tumunog ang notification sa cellphone ko.A huge chunk of money was just transfered to my account.Along with it was a message.Last night was fun. Till next time Sari.It's how things have always been. We spend a night together, they transfer an amount to my account, each time it gets bigger and bigger.Para kang putang binayaran sa gabing pinasaya mo sila.Ano nga ba ang ipanagkaiba namin?"Kuya, pa drop niyo nalang po ako sa St. Luke's.""Yes Maam." marahang sagot ng driver.Sa isip ko, marahil malaki din ang bunos ng driver.All throughout this year
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