#Chapter 57: A Heavy Heart

Alex leads me to a small room, simply furnished with a bed, a small chest of drawers, and mirror. If you expect homes in a pack base to be rustic, they’re not. In fact, this furniture looks antique and much nicer than what I have at home.

He sets my overstuffed backpack down against the wall and looks around the room. He puts his hands in his back pockets and begins rocking on his heels. “It’s not much, but it’s clean.”

“It’sss perfect.”

I sit down on the bed and bounce a few times to test it. Alex takes this as an invitation and sits

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Jacqueline

Poor Cynthia thinks there is no way she could be his mate and it’s tearing her apart. At least they are only a couple days away from knowing for sure.

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