Chapter Nineteen

I wanted to explain to Jake about what exactly happened in Cebu. I am willing to tell him everything but not now.. yet. I'm still gathering all the courage I have. Dumating na sina Axi before I can compose a proper explanation and Jake walked out.

I already know he'll react that way. I am aware that he likes me but it shouldn't be a hindrance for me to get along with other guys, even if I hate doing so.

But I think I need to consider what he feels, too, until he gets over his feelings for me. 

Ugh, everything in my life is so confusing! So complicated. Gusto ko na lang maging golden potato, to be honest. I'm too gorgeous to be a rotten potato so might as well call myself "golden potato". 

Axi is hugging me so tight that I almost cannot breathe. She cried a lot while talking to me and telling me how worried she was. She's such a crybaby. 

I'll never get ti