Chapter 36: Don't question my intentions

~RUBEL~

Now that I already knew his heart, I needed to fix my mind. Why walk the way when you have to walk alone.

There is no way he could accept me more than a friend. No wonder I was expecting too much from my stupid life.

Who will choose a girl like me? But why does it feel something different when he looks into my eyes?

Is it my foolish heart's desire who wanted to read the emotions I was desperately waiting for,

but alas! I was wrong when he clearly declared me as his friend,

No way I could allow myself to fall into a place of vulnerability.

I will try my best to deny these feelings.

But is it even possible? Can I control these feelings?

We are friends, and we will be friends. "Are you ready?" Darius questioned.

As discussed, he made me think about Marcus's wedding.

I nodded,

"But..."

"Say yes,"

Suddenly somebody knocked at the door. "AMAZON PACKAGE,"

I opened the door, and there, my eyes met with Samuel. "Hey, neighbor."

"Hey,"

I tried to grab the box, but Samuel took a few step