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14|Decision
One… one, two… one… one, two…
This is the tapping pattern of Xavier’s fingers on my knee. His rough, large palm never wandered higher. He didn’t have to. The warmth spreading from his touch is enough to make my insides combust.
He’d remove his hold on me when he needed to eat his food and slyly slide it back under the table to resume where he’d been touching me.
I knew what he was doing. He’s distracting me like what he did back in my room. It’s working. I managed to eat my food properly - timidly - and my focus remained on myself, in the burning need building up on my core. I’ve ignored everything around me, including the thoughts of Ashley and Calvin and the contemptuousness of dining with them.
Never in my life has this happened before. I feel so hot all over agai
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