Chapter #39

hate you for all the time I 'll have to live without you. How can a heart hurt this much and still go on beating? How can I feel this bad without dying from it?

I 've bruised my knees with praying to have you back. None of my prayers have been answered. I tried to send them up to heaven but they 're trapped here on earth, like bobwhites beneath the snow. I try to sleep and it's like I 'm suffocating.

Where have you gone?

Once you said that if I wasn't with you, it wouldn't be heaven.

I can't let go of you. Come back and haunt me. Come back.”

" Aisling, have you change?" Amelia voice come from the other side of the door and I immediately, got up from the bed and walked inside the bathroom to wash myself and get changed. I take the clothes with me and place it on the vanity.

I can see the dark circles under my eyes dig deeper into my skull. My bruised face looks like a I've have been working in a coal mine from ages. Every bone in my body was hurting like someone placed a

Boulder on my