About 15 minutes later, we arrived at his house.After I had removed his hand, he held it right above my knee, giving small, gentle strokes to my skin. I'd rather his hand be there a thousand times and not higher, that's something I can't stand very well.Why do I get all these feelings when he touches me? Why does he bring this on me every time he looks at me or says something I don't end up understanding?I shouldn't feel this, I shouldn't like it; but it does. And worst of all, I want to keep feeling it, I really do, even though I shouldn't.I don't want to get in trouble, and I don't want him to get in troubleWe broke into his house once we got out of the car.He closes the door behind me and then comes in front of me. There's a little smile on his lips when she looks at me, I swallow hard just to see it.My heart quickens once more when his hand reaches my shoulder. I thought he'd start touching me again, but he just slips the handles of my backpack to get it out. I breathe a si
From my mouth escapes a squeak that I silence instantly when he pulls from me with a rapture toward him."I know you want this as much as I do. . . " he whispers in my ear. His words are accompanied by actions, sliding his hand from my shoulder to my hips. "And I also know that you are driving me crazy and every day I wish you were mine more. . . " He says, kissing and nibbling my neck, making me feel thousands of pleasant sensations that I discovered I could feel just two days ago. "I want to have you, baby. . ."My back involuntarily arches and my eyes close to the feeling of his kisses and small bites on my neck. It feels so good. . . "I want to make you feel that you want so much. . . " I feel his hand coming down to the edge of my underwear, but I do nothing to stop it, "let me do it, okay?" he asks, in a murmur. "Just let me do it. . ."My eyes open like dishes and a gasp comes out of my mouth as he puts his hand inside my underwear. Why does he do that? Why. . . All thought
Marylise"I want..." I swallow hard and breathe a sigh "I want you to touch me" I mean, in a deep murmur. I look him in the eye before asking for something I didn't think I could have asked for before–: "Touch me, daddy. . ."~*~I just said something I never thought I'd say. I just asked him to touch me, I just asked him. . . and it's something I'm not regretting.I really want him to do it, I want him to finish what he started two days ago, I want him to feel what he says, I want him to make me feel what he says, I want him to show me all those things he promised he would show me if he agreed. I really want it, I really want it.I've always been a very shy person, I've always been cautious and I think about the pros and cons of the situation I'm in. But now that bold and determined Marylise has taken hold of me, because I don't think the one who said that is usually me. That Marylise eager to go out and do what I never imagined she would do, that person I am right now and I don't ca
Why does this feel better and better?The first day he touched me felt good, but not like today. The second day I felt a hundred times better, but not more than now. Maybe it's because I didn't want to do it before, and now I'm convinced that I want to keep feeling it, I want to find out what's beyond this, I want to know that place that he promised to take me to, I want to find out.Or maybe it's just because I haven't felt these two feelings combined before.I don't know, but it feels so good. . .I feel as the heat begins to flood my body and that feeling in my belly that I still can't decipher increases with each of your movements.I have my eyes closed, just because I don't think I can keep them open for long."Do you like it when I do this?" he murmurs near my ear.My back bends involuntarily and a moan escapes me that I can not stop in time when it accelerates its movements a little. I bite my lower lip forcefully trying to silence that sound emitted by my mouth before mutterin
I don't. . . What rules? We never agreed on rules. . .Why did I have to say that? I hate myself and I hate my mouth. Damn it. . .Oh, I don't have to say that. . ."Are you angry with me?" he inquires, in a playful tone.That's when I realize that I have my arms folded over my chest and my brow frowned in indignation.The truth is, it bothers me that he stops right now. Let him do it again. I already agreed, he's supposed to finish what's left unfinished, isn't he?"I'm the one who should be upset with you for all the times you've made me hot" Giggle a little," but I don't because I know you'll soon reward me for those days" Bite his lower lip and wink at me.Reward him? What?"But, listen," he goes up to the bed and sits on the edge. He signs me with his hand, telling me to come closer. I obey and sit beside him."If I don't please you enough. . . , I mean, if you didn't let me please you"corrects me "You can do it yourself. . .""To do what?" I dare ask, for I have not understood a
I don't know what to do. I don't want to do what he asked me to do. It's very embarrassing and awkward for me. I've never done it, I don't even have a clear idea how to do it. Why did he ask me that? Why did he do it if he knows perfectly well I don't want to? Maybe that's why, maybe it was because he wanted to "punish me" for having soiled my mouth with those words, as he said. I shouldn't have said that. If I hadn't slipped away now, I'd already know what it's like to get to that place you promised to take me to, and I wouldn't have to find out for myself. How will it feel to be there? He said I'd like it. Although I'm still not quite sure what he means exactly, I guess it'll feel good to get there, for him to get me there, not to do it on my own. But, to be honest, I'm anxious to get to the end and know what it feels like. He's done it three times already, he's left me like this three times already, he's stopped for one thing or another and he leaves me wanting more. I know th
I close the door as slowly and cautiously as I can so my mom won't listen to me.I've already checked it out. She's completely asleep. With the pills she takes before going to bed, there's no one to wake her up. My brother's not home. He always goes out at night when Mom's already asleep. I don't know what he'll do while he's out, he never wanted to tell me when I ask. He always makes me swear I won't say anything to Mom and I'll keep my mouth shut. I end up doing it because maybe later I can use that to my advantage.I go back to my room and lie down on the bed.How am I going to do that? How am I supposed to take my picture?I have so many doubts and questions. I wish he was here to help me.The shrill sound my phone makes when a message arrives pulls me out of my self-absorption. I get up from my position and sit on the bed so I can pick up the phone from my bedside table.When I go to notifications I see that I have a new message. I open the app and, in the preview, I see that I
MaryliseYesterday was too much. I still can't believe I did it, that I dared to do it. It was so fearless of me, but it felt so good. It's strange because even though I know what I did was wrong and it's something that shouldn't be done, it was definitely exciting.I still wonder what would have happened if I hadn't stopped. I intended to finish, but I was afraid of getting hurt or getting hurt in any way. I don't know if doing that is a good thing, but it does feel good.A sigh escapes from my mouth when my mind evokes the memory of yesterday. To imagine him touching me and making me feel like that is simply vibrant.Why do I feel hot every time I think about it? Why do I feel the need to do it again?No, it wouldn't be right to do it here while he's just under a foot awayYes, we're on our way home right now. He hasn't said a word since he got into his car. I don't know if that's good or bad. isn't he going to ask me something about what I did yesterday? Did I do something he didn'