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26 | Heated Promises
Phoebe’s POV
I’m scared.
I’m scared because what if Blaze leaves me as soon as he knows about all the gruesome things that I’ve done unintentionally.
If it were to be some other men, I wouldn’t have cared much because they wouldn’t have mattered.
But the problem was I raised a high bar for Blaze. Deep down inside me, I’ve placed him on a high podium which I claim to believe only belongs to him.
I’m afraid that what if he turns out to be just like the rest of those fools who left me because I was too damaged to be ever repaired.
I’m afraid to be let down by him because no matter how much I wanted to ignore it, I knew that I was developing strong feelings for this man, and knowing the type of person that I am, it terrified me to feel this way towards him.
I release a huge sigh and look up at the false ceiling carved with slim golden flower design and after a while st
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