Chapter 79 - Frustration

Midnight in Oliver's room

I can't sleep. All I can think about is Ryo. I wish she was here. I lie on my stomach pressing my body hard into the mattress. My heart is aching and I don't know how to make the pain go away. 

We're not broken up but it feels like I lost her. I don't know how to reach her. How can my life go to ruin in less than a week?

"I should call her and try to fix things," I say into the empty room like someone can hear me. 

"But I don't want to fight with her anymore." I continue into the empty room. 

I squeeze my eyes shut, willing my mind to slow down and allow sleep to come over me. I need to rest. I haven't had a good night's sleep since Ryo came up with that stupid idea. I should have fought her harder on this. I knew the worst would happen.

I was hoping Kelly would talk some sense into her but by the judge of how things turned out with Marlene. Kelly was no help. 

And I doubt she'll be of any help after sh