"Hey," Ryo says when she finds me sitting in the school garden. She sits next to me and then she stares in the distance.
"Hey," I say and smile. She's sitting so rigidly. It's weird because last night was incredible and she wasn't rigid like this."I have a proposition for you." She says and I perk up. What is this about her having a proposition? "Okay!" I say still smiling. I don't know why but I have a feeling I'm going to like what she has to say. And if I don't, I won't be mad. I can live off of what we had last night for the rest of my life. "I was thinking that we can keep doing what we did last night for like the rest of this whole situation." She says whispering."What did you mean?" I ask knowing exactly what she's saying but I want her to say exactly what she wants and what she expects from me. "I need a little bit more clarity," I add and she looks at me. She smiles when she sees my smile.<I'm starting to really hate the school garden. Every time to look in that direction I see stupid Ryo sitting with Oliver. The two of them smile like the world is perfect. I hate that she gets to be happy and I'm stuck with this agonizing pain in my chest.She gets to play pretty princess and prance around the school with him. I can't believe I lost him. I can't believe he knows about Simon.I was young, naive and stupid. I felt
"We've been driving for an hour. Are you going to tell me where we're going?" I ask looking at Oliver as the car rolls on down the road. He picked me up this morning and said he had some fun plans for us today and didn't say anything else.I've been waiting for us to be together for way too long. I know I proposed the new agreement just yesterday but I am feeling anxious and excited. I want him so badly that I'm five seconds away from making him pull over to the side and let me have my way with him.I don't want to wait anymore. and he's making me wait. He's really making me wait. I wish he had taken me to his pool house again instead of this long drive. Clearly, I didn't mind being at his house.Maybe I should have given him a time frame."We're almost there." He says smiling. "I think you're going to like what I have planned." He says and I laugh rolling my eyes at him."You said that an hour ago and so far.." I
"How in the hell did you find this place?" Ryo asks when I walk her through what I call a small haven. After we parked the car, we had to walk for about ten minutes to a private spot away from the crowds.I have my duffel bag filled with everything we need, including food, drinks, a picnic blanket, sunscreen and a change of clothes. I have this whole thing planned to every last detail."I have Google," I say and she smiles looking at me."I have Google and I don't find places like this." She says as I take her hand. I lead her down a path I know leads to a hidden part of the waterfall."I looked very very hard" I say and she shrugs. "What?" I ask and she shakes her head at me."Have you brought other girls here?" She asks taking me by surprise. I didn't think she was thinking that. I stop walking and make her stop walking too."I would never do that. I care about you deeply." I say and she nods and then sh
After an hour of swimming Oliver and Ryo are lying on the blanket."Come here," Oliver says to me and he guides me to straddle him while he's lying on his back. "I want to make love to you." He says his voice thick with emotion. I nod not really able to speak. I have feelings of lust, excitement and nee coursing through my veins and I'm scared of saying the wrong thing at this moment
I am not having sex with you at the gym library bathroomsOr anywhere else at school- RyI think you might like it - Patient OI know I won't like it- RyYou liked what we did at the waterfall- PatientI liked it very much
Ryo and Kelly are sitting in the cafeteria area. The room is filled with students who are chatting away their voices too high to hear anything but Kelly is determined to have this conversation. I was hoping to have a silent lunch with her while we ignored the loud voices filling up the room. "Are we going to talk about how the two of you are walking around mopping and ignoring each other?" Kelly asks staring at me."We're fine," I say and she frowns at me. "Really we just need a break from each other," I say smiling but she doesn't smile back. I guess she's not feeling smiley today."If the two of you were fine you wouldn't be apart." She says her voice louder now. I look around us to see if anyone is listening. I can see a few people looking at us but they are not really concentrating on us."It's hard to get things back to where we were after everything that happened," I say telling her the truth. Oliver and I have been h
I move towards a table next to the one Ryo and Kelly are sitting at. I turn around and face away from them so that they don't see my face.I'm a little embarrassed that I am eavesdropping but I have to hear what they are talking about. I have to know if she and Oliver are still together. He's been shutting me out. He hasn't talked to me since the garden and I can't take it anymore.Kelly is annoying me because she's begging Ryo to get back together with Oliver and I hate her for it. Why is she doing that? The two of them are over and why should they get to fix things.Everything is perfect just the way they are.I mean, they will be perfect once Oliver and I get to fix things. I don't know how we're going to do it but it's happening.I have to find a way to get Oliver to forgive me. Maybe if I explain to him what pushed me to sleep with his best friend. I don't have a good reason but I can come up with a valid reason.
This morning Oliver sent me a text letting, me know that he has plans for our lunch. He sounded so excited in the text and now that we're here I don't know if this was a good idea. How is eating in a sweaty and musty room?I can tell him no more firmly so that he knows I'm not kidding but I can't. I'm a little excited to see what he planned. He knows I'm not having sex with him at school so I'm curious to see what alternative he has in store for us.Why did he think food and "What are we doing here?" I ask Oliver as he guides me into the school gym. He smiles his eyes sparkling a little."I thought we should take a few minutes to recenter, breathe and meditate." He says his smile getting wider."I don't see why we can't do that in the garden," I say as I follow him to the far end of the room. There is a corner with stacked gym mats in the corner. It's so high that you can't see anything behind it.