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16: From a different perspective
All that rings in my head is, “I don't owe you anything, so no”, thus, making it hard to grasp a word Eric is saying.
Maybe it's true he doesn't owe me anything, but I simply can't get over his straight face and the tone he used. It's what's messing with my brain. It's what has me realizing Eric will never see me as someone more than just a friend. It's what has me understanding that I should just give this whole thing up.
Eric lets out a groan, his eyes shut tightly as he leans back to look at him.
I stare at the equation he's been trying to teach me for the past thirty minutes, refusing to meet his gaze because I know I'll only see the frustration I'm causing him.
“What's wrong?” he asks, shutting the book I'm staring at, and it forces me to look at him.
I return my gaze to the book.
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