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24. Guilty Feeling
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Flawless Love 25. Love Confession
Alec and Bella meet for the first time during the admissions ceremony. At that time Bella and Alec as representatives of new students who came forward up to the podium. Nothing special, at all.At the end of the closing ceremony for the admissions ceremony, the entire audience sang the School Mars. Bella and Alec remained in front of the pulpit, singing along.At that time, Alec's first impression of her was like a child who couldn't sing because she was tone-deaf, which made her singing sound out of place. Alec was amused by the way she sang, and it made a strong first impression.Unexpectedly Bella and Alec are in the same class. After the first impression, he pays more attention to her naturally. At that time Alec knew Bella was the smartest student in school. No wonder the school gave special treatment to her. At this school, every student is required to participate in club activities. But an exception for Bella. Club activities will only reduce Bella's study ti
Flawless Love 26. Slowly Change
One week Bella left this room, since the last time that day happened. Auntie had cleaned her room because the condition of the room had returned to its original state. It was as if there had never been any disaster in this place.“In the end, I came back to this place,” Bella whispered.This is the only place where Bella returns, her room. She felt very tired and wanted to sleep early. But the last time she was here Bella cut her arm. Now, what else will she do, maybe she has drunk poison or hanged herself without realizing it.Bella could no longer control her consciousness. She didn't want that to happen again, that was enough. She started to go crazy, is there a way to get out of this situation. Someone inside her, another side of her. What should she do, how? Bella couldn't control herself. If she had to stay up tonight, but it didn't work anyway.There was a knock on Bella's room door from outside, without letting permission the person knocking had already
Flawless Love 27. Back to School
The break has ended, today Bella is back at school. Once at school, she is surrounded by friends and being chased with questions. Not about the reason she didn't go to school but about Alec's sudden departure from training.Bella herself had just heard it, she thought it was still a few months away. All friends at school were very noisy. Some students cry because do not want to be separated from Alec. His fan club was very disappointed because Alec left without saying goodbye.Classmates do feel lost but what can be done is Alec's decision. Even asking Bella, she didn't know because they had broken up. Maybe Bella shouldn't have said that to her friends because it made them even more excited.Everyone asks why they broke up, who decided first, what was the reason, and so on. Bella didn't say anything other than. "We've broken up." Only that.Rumor spreads, like this and like that, from one word of mouth to another. Bella doesn't care, it's up to them when bored
Flawless Love 28. Clinic
It was Bella's turn to meet dr. Diane. This clinic is big enough for private property. Doctor Diane does not appear to be married, while at the age of about 27, she may be. Just like Bella's first impression of her, dr.Diane is the type of person that Bella avoids the most. Exactly like Mrs. Rita."Do all psychologists have that impression?" thought Bella. She didn't talk much but the more she noticed the impression of dr.Diane changed slightly.There are differences, some differences between dr.Diane and Mrs. Rita. How did Bella explain it, dr.Diane did not try to pry or corner her. She felt dr.Diane gave her enough room to breathe. Their conversation went smoothly, light but contained, and Bella felt comfortable.Bella was interested in the choice of words she used, Dr. Diane's approach was also not offensive, weak but on target. Even so, Bella couldn't do what Dr. Diane wanted."I want to hear your story, you can tell me anything Bella. Like when talking to a
Flawless Love 29. Eavesdropping
After school, the house was crowded because Jennie's friends from the ‘all-girls school' came to play. Dad put Jennie in a special school because that way Dad didn't have to worry about how she was at school. Especially when Dad left Jennie while on a business trip for a long timeSpecial schools are where all residents are women, starting from the principal, teachers, school administrators, and students. A private school with complete, modern facilities, it is natural to call it an elite school. They also have a special dorm, Jennie sometimes has to stay in the dorm if Dad is not at home for months.Dad would rather put Jennie in the dorm than let her live here with Mother and her sister. Bella thought at least there was she with friends. Because it would be very inconvenient if Jennie lived here with the distance from house to school which was quite far. Having to travel that far back and forth must be very tiring."Sister is home? Oh, sorry! I didn't tell you fir
Flawless Love 30. Greed
Bella was at a loss for words to hear Jennie's last words which strongly reflected her selfishness. How can she not feel anxious and think it's only Jennie's problem after finding out that Jennie chose a public school because of her. She is also fed up with Jennie's positive attitude on any matter.“Mom... Allow me to do it. After all this time, I want to be with Mother as well as Sister.”Jennie convinced Mom not to worry because when she was at university, would still take a major that supports her talents. Bella didn't understand what kind of ridiculous excuse it was. If that's true, then it's enough for them to live together now.At this point, whatever Bella said, Jennie wouldn't take it. She had already made up her mind. As she gathered people and brought up this topic of conversation, Jennie already had her own answer. She doesn't need approval nor does intend to seek an opinion. From the start, Jennie's goal was to share her decision.Bella felt annoyed
Flawless Love 31. Grade-up
All this time, the inner debate that had occurred in Bella's heart had always been kept to herself. Because the words that were thought could never come out of her lips. How can other people understand if she doesn't say it, clearly and verbally.How could Mother and Jennie understand if Bella remained silent, closing her heart tightly. Even though she didn't like it, objected, hated it so much but she just kept quiet, always like that.Now Bella realizes that expressing the hidden words in her heart doesn't necessarily make her feel better. On the other hand, she feels very bad about taking it all out on the people she cares about the most in her life. She had made a fatal mistake.Jennie's plan to enter Bella's High School continues. Many parties opposed but she remained firm in her stance. Some time ago Jennie and Dad argued on the phone. This is different from selfishness. She will not mess with the future. Jenny is very serious. Bella wondered where that belief
Flawless Love 32. Can't Go Back
Bella is late, and Jennie has met with Alec. She couldn't get any closer than this."Just don't say that Jennie, please don't!" Bella prayed earnestly, watching Jennie and Alec from hiding."The reason we broke up?" Alec turned to avoid Jennie's gaze.“No, what would Alec say?” Bella was worried."Only the two of us know," Alec said firmly."Why?! You don't like my sister anymore? Don't you really love her?" Jennie insisted on finding out.To be honest, Jennie felt uneasy, couldn't believe Bella and Alec just parted ways. She is so sure that Alec still loves her sister very much. Then why did they separate? Jennie wanted to know the reason, so badly wanted to seek confirmation from Alec by coming to him directly on her own accord like this.“Jennie, when I came back and met her. The thing I thought was that without me she was fine.”Alec started talking, trying to give Jennie an understanding of how she felt. Meanwhile, Bella was standing where s
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