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Clearly Lucien no longer wanted me to work with Edward at the lab, I mean, he even ordered me to stay home instead of going to the lab today. He could have told Edward of his decision directly without framing it as something that I wanted though. Now Edward probably thinks that I no longer want to see him which might not be wrong. Afterall, I don’t even know what I think or want anymore and until I figure that out, I’m not going to reply to his text. I can always pray that he doesn’t call.

So many things are happening at the same time and I’m mega confused about what to do and also what I’m feeling. Lucien is engaged to Angela and should be announcing their wedding date soon. On the other hand, he seduced me in the bath during the cruise. From that day onwards, he hasn’t touched me or spent much time alone with me. I have no idea what he is thinking