Chapter 46 A QUALIFIED LUNA

FEDORA’S POV

My mother immediately noticed my mood, her eyes filled with concern.

“What’s wrong my dear? Why do you look so…so broken? Are you not happy with your mate?” The love in my mother’s voice broke me.

I can’t deny that the Gray Glory Pack is my life now, and yet these days it felt as though no one gave a second thought to my feelings. Instead, they piled responsibilities onto me, reminding me relentlessly of my duties as Luna forgetting that I need a break too. The words ached in my throat, a desperate wish I dared to voice, "If only I didn't have to be someone's Luna, if only I could be a normal person…. I would rather stay home for the rest of my life. I hate this life mom, nothing about being with my mate is a blessing, it’s a curse. Why did you lied to me mom? You used to say that our mates are supposed to protect us, but you never told us that how to save ourselves if our mate is the real monster and the one we needed to save ourselves from."

The words I have been holdin