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When I opened my eyes, those memories lingered in my mind. I zoned out for a moment. Those memories somehow helped me to have an enlightenment about my identity.

My eyes stung painfully when I remember Ravnal. My heart clenched miserably whenever I see his image in my mind. Tears fell like a heavy rain. I can't... I can't even imagine that he is... gone.

I love him... I know... I could feel it.

I can't accept the fact that he had left me. If I ever remember the day when he died, I do not want to remember it at all. I do not want to look back on it. I do not want to feel the devastating pain.

I thought about my mother.

Where is she? Is she still living in Conlabefio? Who is she with? Isn't she looking for me?

When I went out of my room, I did not expect to see Ravaniel in the living room, talking to Kevin.

"Oh. There she is. I will just go out." Kevin tapped his back before my brother left.

Ravaniel stood up, eyeing me carefully.

"Hey," he said in soft tone.

I looked away because his