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148: I'm Already Here
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Found By The Lycan King 149: In The Dark
ALPHA XANDER’S POV I don’t know for how long I sit there, staring at Adriana’s unmoving bloody body. I could have sworn the world stopped, my world stopped. I didn’t want to believe it even though it was glaring right at me, I wanted to find something to lie to myself about. Maybe, just maybe it wasn’t as bad as it looked. I’d even gone as far as telling myself this was all a dream, it had started like that. A fucking nightmare and I wanted it to end. The pain in my heart hasn’t subsided but I don’t feel it anymore, it feels numb. I feel numb, empty. I want to end it all and if it wasn’t for the fact that I needed to rip Dreaya’s heart from her chest, not because it would do anything for me but just because she was a waste of space on earth. The earth I didn’t even want to be in if my mate wasn’t with me. I stay on the ground for a moment longer, it feels like eternity before I hear the sound of footsteps, followed by a shrill cry and someone else’s presence fills the room. I’m on
Found By The Lycan King 150: Shared Headspace
ADRIANA’S POV“Who are you?” I ask the darkness, aware that I sound and probably look ridiculous but there is nothing better to do or ask. I can’t even sit in this place, wherever it is.‘I’m you.’ It takes me a few seconds for what she said to actually register in my head and when it does, I laugh. I don’t know what to do because it sounds crazy so I throw my head back and laugh out loud.“That would have been funny if we weren’t trapped in what looks like a nightmare.” I can’t see her but I feel her eyes roll. I’m suddenly backed into a corner, also something I can’t see but I’m aware of.This is crazy.‘I know right.’ She agrees with me and that gives me pause. Can she hear my thoughts? ‘Pretty much, yes. We kind of share the same headspace.’“What?” I sputter out and receive another heavy sigh in response.‘You asked where we were, this is your headspace. You’ve never been here.” I try to search my brain for anything that might have been said to me about having a headspace. I did
Found By The Lycan King 151: Realization
ALPHA XANDER’S POVDonovan had to go the traditional route to get me to snap out of whatever trance I was in. I liked the bleakness of not knowing anything and not feeling any pain, or coming back to the reality that I saw.I simply don’t want to believe Adriana is gone. She can’t be!“You’ve got to give her something man. I don’t know how this works but this doesn’t look like a good thing.” I shoot him a glare and move back to the bed where Adriana is still unmoving. I may have been lying to myself and hoping she would wake up.
Found By The Lycan King 152: Background Check
ALPHA XANDER’S POVHow the hell did I not figure it out before? All the signs were fucking there, how confident she was. She knew she had already played her ace of spades and I was sitting with a bunch of jokers in my hand.Fucking hell.I don’t want to believe Adriana had any hand in it and it doesn’t matter how much so many things were starting to make sense. I know she wouldn’t do anything like that, even if she hated me at first. Rightfully so. I refuse to believe the past few days have all been a pretense, hell, the last few months. Even when she co
Found By The Lycan King 153: Killing Asshole Fathers
ALPHA XANDER’S POVI take note of him head to toe, from the blood splattered on his chest to the sweat and whatever has his shirt sticking to him like a second skin. His hand that was holding the door falls and he almost goes down with it but he manages to hold himself up. He looks pretty beaten and if I was a fan of his, I would have tried to help. I choose to sit and watch him, with my eyebrows quirked in question.He gets his breathing under control and walks, while stumbling and picking himself up, heaving with every step that he takes until he gets to the desk. He holds no regard for me either as he settles into one of the two chairs.Without a word in my direction, though he is aware of my eyes following his every move, he reaches for my unfinished drink and downs the content in one go. I feel myself almost smirk at his audacity. Even his father wouldn’t do that and I guess that makes me like him more than the spineless man.“You have the good stuff.” He nods toward the tumbler
Found By The Lycan King 154: Core
ALPHA XANDER’S POVI feel myself smiling and I nod at him. “That isn't an insult.”“I didn’t mean it as one.” He shrugs his shoulders, I see a different side of him in that second. That makes me take a closer look at him, like really look at him. He has dark bags under his eyes and though he seems smug and cocky, there is a heavy aura around him and this haunted look in his eyes that remind me of a younger me. I guess having shitty fathers is a trend.“Look kid,” he glares at the nickname which I have to admit is intentional, a fire sparks in his eyes and that makes me satisfied. Even if it is irritation/anger, at least I got a reaction out of him. “I would love to help you with your situation and it would be an honor to finally bring an end to your pathetic father,” I sigh heavily, actually disappointed that I might miss it. “But my hands are tied right now.”“Tied? With what?” I raise a brow, hearing the interest in his voice.All the alarm bells in my head go off at once. I should
Found By The Lycan King 155: Alright In His Arms
ADRIANA’S POVEverything feels right when Xander’s arms wrap around me, his scent all around me, I’ve never felt safer.“God, Adriana.” He breathes out, tightening his hold. I fist his shirt in my hand and pull him closer, there isn't any space for him to come closer but I can’t help myself. He groans softly before pulling back. “I missed you baby, so fucking much.” He kisses my forehead, hugs me again then pulls back and captures my lips.I sigh into his mouth, my knees wobbling as his tongue sweeps into my mouth, tasting me, retasting, saving himself in my memories again. I never want to be away from him. The few minutes, or hours, or days, I have no idea, that I spent trying to figure out the way to my core like my wolf has said were daunting. She hasn’t warmed up to me and I’m not even sure I can communicate with her, I was only focused on one thing and that is getting back to Xander. Now that I’m here, I feel fine. I’m happy, fulfilled, cont—“Cough, cough.” I jump back, my eyes
Found By The Lycan King 156: Wolf's Feelings
ADRIANA’S POV“What’s wrong?” I’m confused by his question at first and when I looked up to face him, I realized that I’d pushed him away. I shake my head, trying to look as normal as possible because I didn’t know I did that.“Adriana, look at me. Are you okay? Do you feel anything strange?” I shake my head again. I don’t noticeably feel any different. Just that I’d remembered this was the exact position we were sitting before and I guess I’m scared I’ll go back to that darkness.“You’re worrying me,” there is a hint of fear in Xander’s voice.“I’m fine,” I tell him, he doesn’t look sure so I explain the reason. He looks more convinced after and he doesn’t try that again. He even asks to change the sitting position but I tell him it is okay. His hands tighten on my waist.“I met my wolf,” it is like my mouth has a mind of its own when it speaks. Xander perks up, he looks confused but then he smiles.“That is a good thing, yes?” he asks, looking hopeful. I don’t feel anything, I’m pre
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