I went home alone that night. The backstabbing nanny was already fast asleep, and as much as I wanted to confront her for what she had done, I moved past her room and into mine.
I was hurt, angry, and exhausted.
After a long, hot shower, I had curled up in my empty bed and muffled my sobs with my pillow, so I wouldn’t wake Brinley, until I fell asleep.
The cold sheets sent a chill through me as I rolled over in bed, my head pounding from crying myself to sleep.
I was so angry at myself for letting it get this far, so angry at him for not even trying to make this work, and for throwing away our family like it meant nothing to him. There had been signs and red flags throughout our relationship that should have had me packing up and leaving.
But I was stubborn, refusing to give up on the years we had spent together. I fought to make things better, over and over again, ignoring all the ways Caleb had mistreated me and ran straight toward that bitch like a bull.
My eyes were thick with sleep, and I reached up to rub them, praying I would have time for a long, hot shower before Brinley woke. I didn't want her to see me like this.
My hands froze over my face as a loud snore came from the bed beside me.
Had he really come home last night after what he had done?
Rather, it would have been early this morning that he had decided to join me since I hadn’t even gotten into bed until 2 am.
I jumped out of bed quickly, turning to glare at the shirtless man there. His mouth was open, his chest rising and falling as he took in another breath, the sound accompanying it rivaling a chainsaw.
“You have got to be kidding me right now,” I said, my breathing coming out faster as he turned his head to face away from me, groaning in annoyance that I was waking him.
Before I could stop myself, I grabbed my pillow with both hands and began swinging it down on his legs repeatedly.
“What the fuck?” He shouted, swatting it away before rolling his eyes at me when he saw me standing over him. “What do you think you’re doing?”
“You have some nerve coming back here!” I shouted before lowering my voice. Our daughter didn’t need to hear us fighting, and she definitely didn’t need to wake up to it.
“Oh, get off it already, Bailee,” Caleb said, rolling his eyes. “We’ve all done and said things we aren’t proud of. Let’s just move on. I don’t have the energy to deal with you today.”
“Then why did you come back here?”
“Because I’m an adult, Bailee! This is what people do in relationships. They come back and keep working on it.” Caleb reached up and stretched, but I just stood there with my hands tightly clutching the pillow as I panted, trying to catch my breath.
“This is a joke. What part of I want a divorce, do you not understand?” I hissed, my anger growing as he relaxed and moved to get a pair of shorts, pulling them on as he spoke.
“Oh, please. Don’t be so dramatic. You’ve changed, yet I’m still willing to stay.”
“I’ve changed? That doesn’t give you the right to cheat on me! I’m still your wife!” My head snapped back, eyes wide with anger as he glanced at the mirror on the wall and combed his fingers through his hair with a smirk at his reflection. Cocky bastard.
“Well, just look at you. Your hips are wider, your stomach isn’t flat anymore, and your breasts aren’t what they used to be. Shit, Bailee, you don’t even do your hair anymore. You always just throw it up in a bun. It’s like you don’t even care what you look like. I don’t recognize you anymore.”
“I had a baby, Caleb! I grew a human being and then literally tore myself apart, bringing her into this world! Of course, my body has changed!”
“Not just your body, Bailee! You used to be home. Now you’re always either working in your stupid little sketchbook or saying you’re too busy with the kid for anything else!” His upper lip curled in disgust as he looked over and spotted my design book on my nightstand.
“The kid?” I asked, appalled, but he just nodded. “Maybe if I had some help around here, I wouldn’t be so busy! I’ve asked you so many times to help me cook, clean, or help me with Brinley, but you refuse!”
“It’s bad enough that I had to hire a nanny. I shouldn’t have to do those things or spend money on other people to do those things, Bailee. That’s your job! You’re my wife! ”
I shook my head in disbelief. “No. It’s not. A wife is not a private chef or a maid. I’m not here to serve you, Caleb! I was here because I loved you! We were supposed to build a life together.”
“Loved?” He hissed the word like it was the most disgusting thing he had ever said. "Past tense?"
“You were fucking your assistant last night, Caleb, what do you expect? I asked for a divorce for a reason. I can’t keep going to couples counseling and fighting for us when you don’t care! I’m in this fight alone, day after day, taking blow after blow and killing myself to put everyone else in my life ahead of me, only to get shit on by those same people!” The tears flooded my cheeks with anger as I stared at the stranger before me.
I didn’t recognize him either. This man was heartless and cruel.
“So, you’re just going to blow up our lives because of one night? Do you think I don’t know about your affair?” Caleb stepped forward as if excited to turn this conversation on me.
“What are you talking about? I’ve never even looked at another person since we started dating!” I wanted to laugh because it was so absurd.
“Please, Bailee! Don’t play innocent. Brinley isn’t even mine, is she?”
My hand twitched at my side as I resisted the instinctual urge to slap him. “Excuse me?”
“You were so desperate to have a baby. You probably would have done anything…anyone to try to get pregnant.” His head shook back and forth slowly, almost as if subconsciously he knew it wasn’t true, but he had never been one to admit he was wrong.
He was reaching, looking for anything he could use to blame me for the downfall of our marriage.
“How dare you,” I said breathlessly. I had never been consumed by rage like this before. How had we gotten this bad? “How dare you!”
“You’re not denying it,” He hissed, stepping closer to look down his nose at me. In his eyes, I could see his determination and the need to prove that I was just as bad as him.
But I wasn’t.
I wasn’t perfect in our relationship either, but I never cheated, and I had tried day and night to do everything I could to make him happy.
“Because nothing I can say will convince you of the truth. You’ll do anything to avoid admitting that what you did last night was the final nail in our coffin, that this is on you.”
He had already twisted this in his head to make me the bad guy because he was Caleb Johnson and could do no wrong. He was God’s gift to this Earth, and I should just be blessed to live in his glow.
My loyalty to him had been to a fault, and now my entire world was about to be torn apart… our daughter’s world was about to be torn apart because I had picked the wrong man.
There had been so many times when I had sat in our therapist’s office, waiting for him to show up so we could make things better. More often than not, he was late or didn’t show up at all.
Now, I wondered how often I had been sitting there, ready and willing to work on our marriage while he was at the office or a hotel with his assistant.
“I’m not going to keep doing this with you. When I said I was done, Caleb. I meant it.”
“You’ll be left with nothing! Do you really think I'll let you get away with dragging my name through the press in a divorce? I'll make sure you aren't left with a penny to your name!" He shouted after me.
“As long as I’m not stuck with you, I don’t care.” I threw over my shoulder, walking out of our room with my chin held high as tears silently slid down my cheeks.
I had let him bend and break me throughout our relationship, but that was the old me. Never again would I let a man treat me this way.
Caleb had hurt and humiliated me for years, and he didn't even care that he had done it.
“If you do this, I will ruin you, Bailee!”
“You already have.”
My assistant trailed behind me as I stormed into my office, pulling off my suit jacket and rolling up my shirt sleeves. “Sir, we couldn’t have seen this coming.” My assistant, Nathan, said. “I did.” I spat through clenched teeth as I moved to the glass wall of my office that looked out over the city. “Sir?” I knew something like this would happen eventually.Caleb Johnson had been doing everything within his power to compete against my company. He had been planting moles amongst my employees, releasing fabricated stories to the tabloids, and had even hired a private investigator to trail me. He had been quiet for the past few months, and I had hoped he was going away, but I should have known better. Pests never left on their own. Now, he was poaching my clients.I knew for a fact that Justin was already stressing about his upcoming contract with the Rangers. Yet, he was about to pay us millions to break his contract to join a newer competitor, one who wouldn’t be able to negotia
“I’m telling you, Alex,” Mason said, slapping his hand on my shoulder as he shook me back and forth. “This is the best news we could have gotten in a long time. A wife? That’s gold! He must have been hiding her for a reason! She could be the key to everything.”I lifted the glass of scotch in my hand in acknowledgment, not taking my eyes away from the large flat screen over the bar. Every other television in here had one game or another on, but not this one. At my insistence, this one had the evening news playing the recap of the day, and I sat up straighter when they showed the front of the courthouse. “Turn it up,” I demanded. Even over the noise of the crowd cheering on their favorite teams, the snap of someone starting a pool game, and the music playing through the surround sound, the bartender jumped into action, nodded, and grabbed the remote.“Yes, Mr. Kingston.”“You think they are going to show her face this time?” Mason wondered, but I didn’t bother answering my best fri
BAILEEThis day just kept getting worse. Alexander. Fucking. Kingston.That wasn’t his middle name, but that was how I had said his name in my head for the past seven years. No one on this Earth, including Caleb, had caused me as much pain as Alexander Fucking Kingston. This man had taken my virginity, told me he loved me, and then tossed me aside like I had been nothing more than a piece of trash on his way out of my life. I had been young and in love. I had cried over him for months. Getting over him was one of the hardest things I have ever done until today.Now, at the lowest point in my life, he just had to show up again. It was a cruel joke.Seeing him made me feel like I was cursed. It was as if higher forces had looked down at me and said, “Did you think this was over? Buckle up, sweetheart. Things are about to get a whole lot worse.” I had to have done something horrendous in my previous life for this to be happening to me.Alex stood from his barstool, his eyes narrow
BAILEEBrinley moaned as I pulled her from the car seat. Her cheeks were pink, and her clothes were damp with sweat. “Come on, sweet girl. Let’s get you some medicine and into a cool bath, then bed.” I whispered, pressing my lips to her forehead as the Uber driver pulled away. “Wait! My car seat is in there!” The back door closed from the movement as the driver peeled away from the curb, and I couldn’t help the uncontrollable laugh of disbelief that left my lips. It was just another hit. Just one more thing to add to my list of signs from the universe that I had pissed off the wrong deity. The driver had been rude from the second he saw me carrying the car seat out of my building to strap it into his car. Then, once we picked up Brinley and he noticed she was sick, he had been muttering about catching COVID, even though it was just the flu, and how he would sue me if anything happened to him or his family. Still, there was nothing I could do right now. I would contact Uber and dea
BAILEEMy body was moving on autopilot as I slowly poured the cup of water over Brinley’s hair. Her cheeks had lightened to a soft pink, and I was optimistic that the medicine would kick in soon. Pregnant. Lorna was pregnant. Internally, I was fuming, but my body felt numb.How could he have the nerve to have another child when he had just thrown away his first one? He wasn’t fit to be a father. He couldn’t even take care of himself. He had expected me to clean up after him, cook for him, and serve him like his personal maid. But maybe that dynamic was exactly why Lorna and Caleb could work together. She was his assistant. She already waited on him hand and foot. Brinley lifted her head from my chest, reaching for one of the bath toys, and I sighed in relief that she was feeling better and wouldn’t need to go to the emergency room. Either the bath had brought her temperature down, or the medicine had started working, but her eyes looked brighter, and she looked better.“Bailee,”
ALEXANDER I stepped forward, moving around Bailee as Caleb dropped the bag with a huff of anger. For several years, he had done everything he could to take down my company but had never grown the balls to address me directly, so I hadn't bothered wasting my time and resources on him. Knowing he had been with, married, and had a daughter with Bailee just moved him to the top of my enemy list. “What’s going on here?” I asked, keeping my eyes on Caleb but speaking to Bailee. I didn’t trust him not to make a move if I turned my back to him, and I felt a weird tugging sensation in my chest at the thought of turning to face her and seeing her with a kid. Her kid. I knew she wanted kids, but I had only found out about her actually having one a couple of hours ago. I hadn’t been given a chance to come to terms with the fact that she had a kid with another man yet. When I had demanded that Ben never mention Bailee to me again, it seemed that in doing so, he had kept it to himself that
BAILEEBy the time we pulled up to my brother’s house, one way too large for only one person, Brinley’s forehead had cooled, and she was dozing in and out of sleep. I had held her to my chest tightly, terrified that we would be in a car accident and she would be sent flying without a car seat. “Baby, we’re going to stay in Uncle Ben’s house for a little bit,” I whispered, wanting her to know where she was even though she was falling asleep. It would be terrifying for her to wake up in a strange place in the morning.“Uncle Ben?” She asked, her excitement muffled by her exhaustion. “Let’s get you into bed, and we’ll see Uncle Ben soon,” I said as Bash unlocked the door and gestured for us to enter first. The house looked sterile; not a single thing was out of place. It would probably bother him to see the kind of mess a toddler can make within a few minutes. Ignoring my concern for invading Ben’s space, I walked down the hallway, checking multiple doors, before I found a guest room
ALEXANDERI was a fucking idiot. Since the day I met her as a kid, Bailee Evans had been the only one who could get to me. Whenever she was around, all my control snapped. Now, I had to deal with the fallout of my actions once again. Only this time, it was worth it because it was for her. After what I did to her when we were younger, the way I hurt her, I deserved everything about to come my way. My mugshot would be on every tabloid and news channel first thing in the morning, and I would take it with a smile.Still, even if I damaged my reputation and lost clients, she was worth it. She deserved to have someone fight for her.“How did you get out of jail?” Bailee asked, crossing her arms over her chest as she popped her hip out. At least she still had a fire in her after everything she had been through. I used to love bickering with her and hearing her sass. We would banter back and forth until I couldn’t take it anymore and had to lean in to kiss her, to press my body against