A strong blizzard was sweeping across the land. Ayla lay awake in bed, listening to the howling of the wind through the window while her mind wandered. After thirteen years, she finally remembered her past with Rhobart. How much they loved each other and what they had had to endure. It was not all because of her father, as Sarya had told her, but rather because of the war with the Orcs. Rhobart and her were the only hope to defeat the Orcs. Rhobart was a skilled warrior and had already won a war, but she didn’t understand why she was important. She barely knew how to defend herself with a dagger and knew nothing about wars. The previous night, she felt the sparks of magic being born inside her, but her magic was too delicate to use yet. Nor did she know how. Sarya had told her she wouldn’t need magic runes to channel her mana, but she still didn’t know what spells she could use. Rhobart stirred something over the fire. Since he got up, he had tried to be quiet, probably not wanting
Maybe he will understand? He never said a word to her about it. Ayla tilted her head to look at him. “From what I remember, it was quite different. Sarya promised to restore your memories of what really happened.” Rhobart clenched his jaw. “The only thing that Snow Elf will touch is my sword when I bury it deep in her heart. I won’t let her touch me ever again. I don’t want to risk her fucking with my head even more than she already has.” “She won’t,” Ayla promised, but Rhobart shook his head. “You are stubborn, you know. “ Rhobart shrugged. “Enough about Sarya. Are you hungry?” Ayla nodded. The two bowls he had filled with food sat next to the cauldron, and Rhobart reached out his hand and grabbed them. Ayla tried to sit on the chair next to him, but he stopped her. “It will be uncomfortable for both of us if I sit on your lap while we eat.” “Then I’ll feed you.” “I am not a child,” Ayla retorted. “Feeding another person is an act of love.” The corners of her mouth
He grabbed her chin between his fingers and forced her to meet his gaze. “Even if I had ordered the massacre of the entire Erylas, I would have kept you alive. Not for altruistic motives but to make you pay for what you did to us. For what I was tricked into believing you did.” He ran his thumb over her bottom lip. “If only I knew earlier what I know now...” he murmured. “I missed you, you know. All these years, I found myself constantly thinking about you. There were days when I wondered if you would write to me again. When I was on the battlefield, drenched in the blood of the enemy, I knew I didn’t want to die without seeing your smile again. Once, I was badly injured. I thought that was my end. We were out of healing potions, and I was bleeding so much.... The idea of not holding your hand again...” his voice cracked. “Of not hearing your laughter ... gave me the strength for living. I wanted to live for you.” Her bottom lip trembled, and a few tears escaped her eyes. “I am sorry
Ayla licked her lips. “What about Hudde and Eude?” “Don’t talk about other men when you are with me,” he growled. “And they are another story since they are O’reek twins.” The rag brushed against her bundle of nerves, and she inhaled sharply. “They said they will have the same n’alxa. How is that possible?” She sounded raspy. His fingers were still laced through her hair, and as he dipped his head, he tightened his grip on it. “I don’t give a fuck how. Enough talk about the twins.” He spun her around and pushed her against the table. She leaned on her palms and forearms. “I am going to eat your cunt like it’s my last meal, and then I am going to fuck you. Hard,” he told her as he lifted her right leg and put her knee on the cold surface of the table. He fell on his knees and kissed her left thigh while pushing one finger inside her. Her breath hitched. Those invisible strings she felt when Rhobart and her had the alxa-lotx ceremony reappeared the previous night. They hummed with
The cabin’s door opened suddenly, and Eude burst inside, laughing. “Hope you two are not fucking. Although, I wouldn’t mind seeing the princess naked.” Ayla was sitting at the table drinking tea while Rhobart was preparing breakfast—porridge with nuts and berries from the winter bushes. While she had insisted on helping, Rhobart refused and sat her on the chair because, well, the previous night, they could barely keep their hands off each other, and she woke up delightfully sore. Even if a few days had passed since they completed the alxa-lotx, the desire they felt for each other was still very intense. Sarya had told her that the first few days after the bond was completed, Rhobart and her would spend most of the time in bed. Even now, after hours, days even, of being in Rhobart’s arms, she still wanted him. If not for her being sore and needing tea from healing plants, they would probably still be in bed. “I want to see her too,” Hudde yelled from behind and pushed Eude aside.
She expected Rhobart to refuse her, but to her surprise, after exhaling loudly, making his nostrils flare, he bent his head and kissed her tears away. He was not shy about showing his affection and love in front of others. In Myrthana, men almost never displayed their feelings for their wives in public, but in Nordmar, men would take any excuse to touch their women. “If it makes you feel better, then I will not go into the forest,” Rhobart told her. Her eyes went wide. He was taking her feelings into consideration. She smiled. “Thank you.” “Now, if you two are done being all lovey-dovey, could we leave? Or, if you want to get back under the furs, then we can patrol the forest while you two fuck,” Hudde said while grinning. Rhobart growled. “Keep talking like that, and I will cut out your tongue and that of your brother and give them to Kerra.” Kerra licked her whiskers. “I think it is time to gather our things. Right, brother?” Hudde asked. “Right,” Eude agreed. “We wi
After dinner, the hunters and Atlas cleaned the cooking utensils while Rhobart and Ayla prepared the sleeping platform for the night. Gunther and Martin were first to stand watch. Ayla snuggled next to Rhobart under the furs. Kerra curled at their feet. “Thank you for not going into the forest,” she whispered, not wanting to disturb the others. “The idea of something happening to you...” He kissed her forehead while running his knuckles over her cheek. “I know, I feel the same,” he whispered back to her. “But during the war with the Orcs, anything could happen to me. If I di—” Ayla put her fingers against his lips, not letting him finish the sentence. “You promised!” “Ayla,” he tried to reason with her. It might have been the bond or the mere idea of losing him, but she found herself on the verge of crying. Again. “I won’t let you die! And if it is to ever happen, I will find a way to bring you back,” she promised. “I will even fight Beliar.” The tip of his nose touched hers.
Milton did not try to argue with Rhobart as he dropped the shield. The Seeker sent a black fireball straight at him. Milton tried to stop it, but the dark spell hit him in the chest. He put his hands over his heart where the spell had hit and groaned loudly before falling to his knees. A heartbeat later, he plummeted face first into the snow. “Milton!” Ayla screamed. She had promised herself not to let anyone get hurt because of her stupid mistake, and now Milton was... dead. A few tears rolled down her cheeks, and she wiped them with the back of her hand as she stared at the Seeker. She was no longer afraid of making that sacrifice. She rushed to Milton and kneeled next to him, and rolled him onto his back. His right hand was still gripping the magic rune he used for attack spells, and Ayla grabbed it between her palms. She concentrated on her magic. On how it felt. “Is he still breathing?” Rhobart asked, his eyes still on the Seeker—who had stopped his attack for a moment as if