Chapter 43

Caren’s POV

I don’t know how I ended up in Blackwood. Deana has been in charge for a while. When she finally allows me to take over our body again. I find myself looking at the entrance to a road. The sign read ‘Blackwood Farm.’

I take a few seconds to remember where I have heard the name before. This was Nix’s home before he went to the Mountain Creek Pack. Someone probably lives here already. “Someone does live here. Can you not smell it?” Deana tells me. I take a big whiff and I know what she is sensing; a wolf’s scent. I don’t feel too embarrassed now that I am naked standing on the porch of the farmhouse.

I stand there and process my life. I knocked lightly on the door. While I wait for someone to answer, I process the extent of my situation. I was rejected and will forever be alone, never to have true love, never to have kids. A love that should last my entire life, a soul mate that was destined to be with me forever, a man to call my own. I cried. What have I done wron