Ali

“When you left, I was frantic, worried that something had happened to you. That someone found out our real reason for being at the Establishment. I searched for you in a variety of unsavory places. Of course Shi and Mer found out and were pissed. They knew what you meant to me and offered to help find you, but they didn’t understand. They didn’t know why we were really there and I knew that I couldn’t put them in that kind of danger as well.” I sigh again releasings some bottled up heat from my own personal flames. “I of course continued to search until father called and told me you were back home. I was so hurt and angry it was hard to control my fire. I blamed him for taking you away, I blamed you for letting me worry, but mostly I blamed myself for allowing myself to feel as deeply for you as I did.” I feel a single tear start to form as I remember the cluster fuck of emotions I went through that night and move to the window. This part will be the hardest to say and I don’t know