Jordan had fallen asleep in my arms the previous night, while clutching onto me like his life depended on it. It was strange to see him so clingy and his constant request that I do not leave him was beginning to bother me in as much as it made me understand that he wanted me.I opened my eyes, since I could no longer sleep. It was morning and I was supposed to be out of bed already. But the morning was extra ordinarily cold and I liked being cuddled by him than being away from bed.“Do you still want to sleep?” his voice suddenly came from behind me as his hot breath fanned my neck. I smiled, loving the sound of his voice first thing in the morning and adjusted myself to turn around so I could look at him. His eyes were sparkling and it made me crave for coffee so bad or hot chocolate and his smile had returned to his face, easing my heart.“How long have you been awake?” I asked and he scrunched his nose.“Morning breath, wife…” he began and I paled. My face heated up immediately aft
By the time we got home, it was late and I was exhausted. Jordan had not only made us have lunch, but we had gone or business meetings. I was angry about that, since he never told me about the meetings, he never said a thing about stopping by somewhere to discuss stocks, negotiations and worth more when we were leaving the house and it had made me feel like that was the reason, he had insisted we went for shopping. He just needed to meet these men in three different places. I spent my dinner watching my husband discuss over work and no one cared.Without saying a thing, I came down from the car and started towards the house, hating him for a lot of things that had gone wrong that day. First, we had to see Samantha and yes, he might have not spoken to her, but he ended up making me feel worse when he had to tell me, I need to have coffee with a business associate. I had hated the idea but still gave in. He tried to comfort me by holding my hand and squeezing it or rubbing my back or si
I can’t tell how long I was in there for, but my heart was aching at my selfish request. The warm water did not take the pain away as it only reminded of something, his touch. I reminisced on all the time that we had spent together, all the things he had done for me, all the things I was feeling and how I wanted so much. We had sex, we were happy and he was making sure that I was, but was it enough?Well, the hurt in my heart answered that question, didn’t it? it was simply not enough to be husband and wife anymore, it was not enough to be happy anymore? I wanted so much more, I wanted what Samantha had. Tears burned my heart at my own silly confession and it clogged my chest with pain and threatened to suffocate me as I jammed my lips together, holding back myself from crying or giving in to the pain that he only could give to me. I knew that seeing Samantha earlier had brought these thoughts to me. I could still remember the smug look she had on her face, the smile on her lips, the
Tiffany remained with me for a long time till I felt better and I returned to my chicken and ice cream while she watched me.“You should tell him,” She suggested and I glared at her.“You can’t just assume things like this,”“He really cares about you and I can tell for one that it isn’t because of a promise he made or an obligation. Its in his eyes, can’t you see it?”“No, I can’t,”“Stop patronizing me. I know he loves Samantha,”“No, you are scared that he loves Samantha. You are scared that he would run to her again,” she retorted and something hard hit my chest to know that she could see through me like that.“Stop wallowing in so much pain like this and just find a way to find out, okay?” she suggested and I sighed. I didn’t give a response when she yawned and I chuckled bitterly.“Sorry,” I apologized for keeping her up and she simply waved it off.“You can go to bed now, I will be fine here,” I suggested and she frowned.“I will be fine,” I reassured and she gave a nod. Yawned
I gaped at him, my world suddenly turning very dark and sending me down a state that only those words repeated in my head over and over and over and over again till I could hear absolutely nothing than his words, his confession.No, but that can’t be, he couldn’t, he wouldn’t…but he just said it.“Jordan…” his name came out in a whisper as I tried to understand what had just happened, how it could have suddenly happened, why he would day that.“Loving me?????” I repeated his words, wanting clarification since it looked like he was spurting nonsense and I was beginning to hear things. My heart was beginning to race inside my chest, it was beginning to beat so loudly and fear was slowly gripping me, just at the same time hope was.“Yes, Genesis,” Jordan replied, looking me straight in my eyes as his voice cooed at my heart like a sweet melody.“I love you Genesis,” he added and my heart skipped. Tears immediately started coming down my cheeks as I began to cry, not believing my ears. Jo
I shuddered and shook at the contact of his lips that seemed contrast to the very coldness of the ice-cream as he licked it off my shoulder with his warm tongue. My body shook with warmth and heat as my need grew. My body shook in my need for my husband and my legs heated up with the need to have the man I love lay between. His kisses trailed from my shoulder to the nape of my neck as he tickled and suckled on my weak spot till a moan escaped my mouth and my hands went in search of his head. He took my hands the moment it touched his hair and pulled away from my neck. Cold air slapped my skin immediately he moved away from me and I whimpered, missing his very touch and warmth like he was forever meant to stay beside me.With my hands still hanging in the air where he held them by my wrist, I suddenly felt a fabric and soon enough, he had tied my hands as well as he tied my eyes. My cheeks heated up and the excitement that grew from within made me wet as I anticipated how the night wou
The movement beside me, made me struggle and I opened my eyes. The fair skin and chest of Jordan was the first thing my eyes fell on and a smile appeared on my lips immediately. He looked down on me and smiled back, then he placed a kiss on my head.“Good morning, my love,”“Good morning, my prince,” I responded, slightly taken aback by the way I called out to him. His eyes sparkled like the morning sun, enhancing the brown within to seem like diamond and his grin only widened.“I see, that’s where you both are…” a voice suddenly came from behind me. I turned my head to find the familiar figure of mom Leona walking in. My cheeks heated up and I turned back to Jordan, burying my face in his chest. She was literally going to see us in such a position and just the thought of that reminded me of the previous night. Jordan had showed me in so many ways that he loved me. Even the way he moved inside me, the kisses he kissed, the groans of pleasure and the way he kissed my body. That memory
JORDANI froze at the familiar tone and the beautiful atmosphere and the beautiful air surrounding us suddenly disappeared. With his very presence, my happiness was sucked away and the suffocation that came with it almost seemed like it was about to take my life as well. With a hard gulp, I looked away from the dish in front of me and turned to the direction of the voice. My heart could only pray and wish that I was hearing the wrong thing but when my eyes actually fell on him, I realized that he was truly there. With the pomposity, confidence and aura of a man in power and of a Chase himself he came close, I must confess that he looked dashing for his age, even with something as a black suit. My heart skipped and a terrible feeling settled at the pit of my stomach. Something hard plunged right into my chest, hurting me so badly and suffocating me that my throat went dry almost instantly.I gulped hard and moved my eyes away from him. I would prefer to plug my eyes out than look at hi