Chapter 48

AVA

   I open my eyes and I know it's morning. My drapes are all drawn closed but I can see the faint morning brightness. I touch Asa's side of the bed and it's empty. I turn around and he's gone. Why would I even think I would find him in bed the following morning. 

   First he doesn't cuddle but he cuddled me at his apartment and it felt good. Plus, this is the family mansion and Nick might even barge in. The thought of Nick coming into my room to find Asa in bed with me naked and with sex hair is gonna be shitty and I am not ready for that anytime soon. As much as I don't want this to be a secret but I need to be ready to face Nick. 

    I sit up and I'm still naked. I pull the duvet to my chest and wince at the pain in between my legs. My eyes glances around my room and my nightdress it's on my couch. I get out of my bed and put on my nightdress. There are pills on the nightstand. I sit on my bed and grab