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CHAPTER 53- ANDREW PREDICAMENT
Feelings can be the craziest thing in a teen's life. Sometimes, it is more difficult to control, and even when one is trying to control it, some circumstances make it linger, thereby making it difficult to control.
Andrew was in this deep situation, as his forbidden feelings for Caleb were one he was looking forward to getting rid Of, but it just did not seem to work out. It was like a magnet introduced to a magnetic field. The attraction only becomes stronger, making it more of a web for Andrew.
He has met Caleb along his way to an empty class as he confessed he wanted to spend more time with Andrew. They ended up talking, as Caleb's soft voice only brought simmerings of warmth in Andrew's body as he accepted.
They both sat on chairs facing each other, a few inches between them. Andrew could hardly concentrate as he k
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