I fisted my hands around his neck as his one hand was placed beside my head to balance his body weight above me and the second was holding my dress up enough for him to go inside.“F**K!” He cursed under his breath as I felt him groaning against my chest making my lips dry and heart beat quickened. “You are so big.” He rasped as I was wearing skin colored bra which wasn’t very attractive and somehow made me feel a little embarrassed. I know it didn’t make sense but every part of me at that time was making me feel insecure.He could always be suited with a girl like Areej who was straight from a fashion model magazine. I didn’t even stand against her as he must be feeling disappointed right now. But seeing me or I should say tasting could only be a part of lust in which he was drowned at that moment. Lust could attract anybody to anyone. Anyone who was available and for him I was the one available at this hour of the night. But thinking of him soon getting over with me after his lust w
There is always influence of other people around you that changes the environment and you have to change yourself according to that. People say that if you have strong mind and heart that could be stopped from floating around anywhere and anytime then the aura of the bad influence can never affect you. But I don’t think it’s true anymore because no matter how much strong you are you always have to bend yourself a little in order to adjust yourself to the surrounding. That’s why we always say choose a healthy environment and make friends with good and happy people so that even if you have to change yourself you should do that according to the healthy parameters of life.Why I am saying that all of a sudden because what happened last night made me believe that. I always had a strong will and mind because I had cousins who were involved in unhealthy activities but that never influenced me because I kept a decent distance between us or most probably, they didn’t have time and liking to ma
FARZAN’S POV:Nothing had been going fine and smooth since the moment she had entered my life but again my life was never smooth and fine. It always had ups and more significantly downs. People had a weird way to say I had everything as I got everything when I was born but they didn’t know how much I had strived to maintain this.I was born with the burden of all this to maintain since my father had to make some terrible mistakes so grandfather had to train me in a very young age. He wanted to turn me into a monster like I am today since the moment I was born but my mother was there. She did everything to raise me like a normal child as she was just like…her.Yes, she had a heart like her. She was sensitive like her even when she used to smile everything brightened around me just like her. I knew she never smiled in front of me as she used to be reserved in front of me but I had seen her with my father, my friends and other people as everything bloomed around her whenever she smiled a
AUTHOR’S POV:The room was filled with smoke as the fireplace was ignited with multiple photographs of familiar people burning inside as if someone was trying to remove the itching pain by burning their faces in the burning fireplace. As if that could ease the pain and give them peace.The door knocked but the man sitting in front of the fireplace didn’t budge his eyes from the burning photographs which were burning into ashes. The whole room was in dark as it was only the fire which was igniting the room. The closed curtains didn’t allow the moonlight to peek through them and enter the room which was giving the glimpse of a graveyard at that time as the silence was so dreadful that could make your spine shudder.“Sir…” The man entered the room with dripping blood from his right arm while there was black coal powdered on his face. His breathings were harsh and small while his eyes held the fear of turning just like the photos in few minutes.“Sir…” He tried to say something again with
“You can go and sleep.” His eyes were fixed on me while his words were mentioned for Suzi. I could see through my peripheral vision how she smirked and left in an attempt of hiding her smile while I stood there in front of him like culprit who was caught red handed.“I think you like to talk about me but…” He took a step forward while I tried my best to not step behind and run like a coward. “…but I would prefer you do it with me.” He said as his eyes scanned me deeply from head to toe as I couldn’t help but squirm under his scrutinized gaze as he always looked at me like he owned me. Owned every part of me the way he glanced shamelessly at me that with my clothes I felt naked underneath his heated gaze.“Dad…dad asked me to go with her. He didn’t want me to go alone.” I tried to explain and deliberately change the topic as he shook his head a little with an adorable tilt of his head. His hands were in the pockets of his pants while his vest was on but the coat wasn’t anywhere to be s
He didn’t talk for the rest of ride as I was grateful of the caller who called him in the car and kept him busy for the rest of the ride. I just wanted to buy the seeds and respective flowers for the garden and go back home…without talking to him as whenever he started to talk, I always just remember how much of a blunder I made last night with my tongue.The sight of him buying flowers with me was weird and heartwarming at the same time as he was in the mafia and I knew how much dark aura he had around him but the person surrounded by flowers could never radiate any type of dark energy and I wanted him to know that he could stop that darkness consuming him from inside if he wanted that but I thought he didn’t have any motivation for doing so.Do we have to pick flowers from the forest? I thought to myself as he entered the car when the guards opened that for him with a salute only for the car to get welcomed by the lane surrounded by tress from either side as I couldn’t see anything
It was also night when we started our journey back towards home. After picking up all the flowers and seeds I wanted we sat and had lunch during which he spent most of his time on phone much to my relief because I got to have a prolonged conversation with Saad. It turned out he was in high school and his school fees was paid by him who was busy in his phone with a frown which was a unique feature to the normal people but for him it was constant part of his life. Despite the time when he saw me the way that could make me feel my stomach fluttering in response.“What do you want?” The ride back was home was silent until he asked me the question.“What?” I looked at him with dumbfounded expressions as his eyes were set on the road with shades on them. It was injustice to the beautiful green eyes which had all the emotions hidden under that stone one.“To eat.” He looked down at me as he tilted his head towards the road to let me know we were on a food street which was guarded by food sta
FARZAN’S POV:She f**king lied to me. I was fuming with anger and if anyone else saw me like this he would definitely be shocked that the person who was the cause of it was still alive at that time as she must be busy cooking in the kitchen without caring what chaos she had been implicating on my life since her mere presence in it.I was on verge of killing someone and I still didn’t know what to do. That was it. She made me helpless in her case. I could kill her easily if she wasn’t…her.“S-Sir.” After a knock to which I didn’t answer my secretary came in as she had her hands trembling but she tried to hide it with her tight grip on the files. She was an almost fifty years old woman as she was working with for more than a decade. She knew when I was in a mood to talk or not and right now, I was definitely not but still she came in and try to worsen my mood.“Sir.” She tried to act professional with the clearing of her throat.I bestowed her with a glance which was enough to take th