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I scrolled down the gallery and saw many selfies we clicked together every day.

The picture at beach caught my eyes. Xavier was staring at me with the look in his eyes that made me lose my sanity.

I gave myself to him only to be destroyed completely by him.....

The picture brought back so many beautiful yet painful memories.....It's the best the thing about picture that they never change....they are of exact moment....fake or real....no matter....but beautifully captured.....

Xavier kissed me after we got this picture clicked....with each kiss he told me "I love you"

Fake!

All was fake! Yet I so crave for it to be real! But then again from the start I was only a bet that he had to win....

I threw the cigarette in the wash basin and lit up another. My lungs and throat burned but my mind? It was on calm mode....

No longer tears drop from my eyes....

Smoking kills,But so does trusting fucker bastards!

The love he gave me is not at all the love I deserve....

My mind