Chapter 34 What exactly am I to you?

CLARA'S POV

"I need to stop..." I whispered in my head.

"Don't! Just keep it up. We're doing great." Clover responded.

"But it is a bit too early for this." I said to her in response.

"Never too early. This is our awakening. I beg of you, Clara. Do not ruin this." She responded to me.

I was going far right now. I had finally crossed the bridge of no return and it was not easy. Our kisses had led us to a stand point where the first two buttons of my shirt had come undone. I had no idea how far this would lead us but there was one thing for certain, we would have sex!

Wait, what? Was I even ready for this? Would I be able to bear the consequences? What if this is all a fling to him and he eventually rejects me? What would become of me? What if I get pregnant?

Oh no! A pregnancy would be disastrous. Beta Benson and the rest, especially Melissa, would never allow me to see the end of it. I had to stop. I could not taint my father's name further than it already has been.

But stopping was n