Fuck me, please

CAMILLA

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"Cam! Camilla!"

She continued to call after me, while I stomped out of the restaurant. But, I could not hear her, the only sounds I could hear were the sounds of my forced chuckles, and the sound of my heart breaking.

I wiped my eyes with the back of my palm, but the tears would not stop flowing.

I lost my mother because of him, and now, he has taken my sister away from me.

Whenever I saw him, some kind of loss always seemed to follow.

I was tired, so tired of everything that had to do with him.

Freddie's house was a ten minutes walk from the restaurant, but I was not sure I could walk without falling to the ground. I boarded a taxi and stuck my eyes outside the window, so I would not drive past his house.

His car was in his driveway when I alighted from the taxi. I had never been more happy to see that car in my life.

I took wobbly steps towards his door and knocked on it once. I waited for three minutes, but there was no reply. I sniffed back my tears and knocked a