Raina~ A small chuckle escape left through my life as I saw the baby pictures of my husband. He was a naughty kid, though he is still naughty but he has got more serious stature now. He was the cutest kid well all kids are cute but looking at his baby pictures, made my desire to become a mother and have a baby who will look exactly like him is already pumping my veins with gaiety. Right now I am sitting on the tiled floor of my room and boxes of old things is scattered around me. Even though I do not have time to sit and see old albums but I can not help it.This album contains pictures of my husband's childhood but in some pictures posing with his mother, father, and brother too. I flipped another page and frowned as I saw a familiar man with a little Agastya. Both of them wearing varsity jerseys and caps. I brought the album up to my face and took a good look at the picture. Same black hair, the same crooked grin, the same nose, and the same dimple on the right cheek they look
Raina~ "What will be your reaction or how do you feel if you get to know that your whole life has been a lie?" I ask and he scooted closer to me wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the cheek. "A one who got a beautiful wide like you is ready to live in an illusion forever," he said and kissed on my cheek again. I moved away a little from him and frowned at him "I am asking seriously Agastya" I say and he sighs. "Well, maybe I would never be able to trust anyone again, but why do you ask me such a question right now, did something happen?" he asks and I look at him. Nothing happened Agastya but something is about to happen and it will shake up your whole world. The reports will come by 7:00 p.m. My body is already filling up with trepidation. "leave it, I just asked it hypothetically. You go and freshen up, I will set the table" I said and got up from the sofa. I set the plates on the dining table and served us the salad and fully and beans and potatoes. I do not even hav
Raina~ "Will you tell me, what has been distressing you lately?" I sighed and leaned myself back and rested my head on my husband's chest. He tightened his hold around my body and placed his chin on my shoulder. I did not say anything to him, even though I had so much to say, but I just could not bring myself to utter a single word. We just stood on our balcony in silence, in each other's embrace. For the first time, I did not like myself silent. I want to speak and I want to tell him the truth of his existence. I want to console him and keep him in my arms so that he does not feel that everything is a lie. Because it is not, whatever his mother did was brutal but he has me, he will always have me. It is been two days since I got to about the truth and I have not told him yet. This guilt was tripping me, I could not sleep, and I could not eat. I feel as if I am in a different world, where everything is perfect. My family, my marriage everything is perfect. Where I have got nothi
Agastya ~ I pulled out from her wet core, and my semen drooled out of that tight little hole, indicating that only my cum, will ever drip from her pussy. I rolled onto my side of the bed and sighed in contentment. Sex, fuck, love making whatever a one wants to call is the best thing in this world. The connection between the body along with mind is just out of this world. I thank god every for making me human and giving me my wife, with whom I explore all my desires. I turn my body to my wife, you take her in my arms, but to my dismay, she is again staring at the wall her gaze stuck on the fan. I sighed, I do not know what has been bothering her, she does not talk much, she kept on zoning out every now and then. I have been asking her, that what is the matter. She can share it with me maybe I could help her but she just smiles and says nothing has been happening. I scooped her body closer to mine and wrapped my arms around her "Baby--please do not be like this". I whisper against
Agastya~ 'Your father is not your real father, Agastya'. Her words rang in my head like a Siren, I stepped toward her and cupped her cheek, and she looked up into my eyes. "Please say it is not true, it can't be baby" I whispered and begged her through my eyes, to tell me the truth, not a joke. "Agastya, I am telling the truth. Your mom and your uncle Tyler they, they--" She could not complete the sentence but I did not have to hear the rest. Raina is saying the truth I can see it in her eyes. She is not lying. I am a son born out of sin, the mother I loved so much hurt my dad, she hurt my family, and she hurt me. And me, am I even real now? My whole life I have lived as a lie, my father my dad, who has taught me how to walk, who has held me when I got scared of thunders. He is not my real father, we do not share the blood. I am the product of infidelity, I was born out of sin. Not a single tear escaped from my eyes, I could not cry over my sin. "Agastya, please take a hold of
Raina~ I did not feel anything, when he rammed inside me, or sucked and bit and squeeze my boobs hardly almost painfully. But I just let him do it, whatever he wanted to do. Because I want him to release his pain in whatever way he wanted to be, and if rough sex could give him that release then I am at his service. He rolled to his side of bed and moved out but not before pecking on my forehead, it was his gesture to tell me that he was fine and he was okay. But I know better, his lost appetite, he keeps zoning out, and he is not fucking me passionately or making love to me are signs that how much that woman has broken and damaged his trust, and crushed his soul. Two days back Tyler came here, the poor man himself did not know that he had a son. Agastya said only one thing Raphael is his only father, and Tyler meant nothing to him. But I do not one that, yes Raphel has raised Agastya but Tyler is his biological father, he did not know that Agastya is his son. I am not saying th
Agastya~"How are you, Susannah?" I asked the young who happened to be my wife's best friend. Even though we have offered her to work at our place she declined respectfully and I respect that. Her case is still going on, and I hope soon the criminals will be find. She quirked her brow and poured me a shot of tequila. "How is Raina? I have not talked to her in days". Susannah asks and sigh. She have not talked to you in days because I have been keeping her busy. After all, her husband is mentally unstable right now. "She is cool, she misses yo,u" I said and it was true. Raina does miss Susannah a lot and is desperate to meet her. But I am keeping her away from everything right now. Because my wife, she feels so stable. She is my kind of high. When I am with her I forget everything. When I am in her I feel as if I am in heaven. She is my sanity, my heaven. *** Hola readers! I am sorry for this short update but I am not feeling well enough to write, and I can't skip a single day. S
Agastya~ I chugged down the yellow liquid down to my throat and looked at the people dancing as if there were no tomorrow. Maybe for them, there will be a tomorrow. But for me, nah. It feels like everything is over, why wouldn't it be? My whole existence was a lie. The dad who raised me is not my biological father, and the man who was the best uncle is my dad. I do not want to be rude or disrespectful to Tyler but I am just unable to accept him as my biological father. But it does not matter. He is my biological father and it is proven. My mother, the first I loved, the woman I trusted the most, has betrayed me like this. Now my mind just questions everything. I cannot contemplate between right and wrong. Everything feels illusion. As if one day I am gonna wake up from a deep slumber and everything will be changed. "Well, Agastya enjoy your night, I will be going to have my dinner. See you later" Susannah said and grabbing her coat she left the bar counter. Her high blonde hair