Raina~Fuck, I looked down at my injured finger which has formed a slight cut on it, with little blood oozing out. I sighed and took my finger in my mouth to stop the blood. Ughhh. I open the first aid box and applied ointment to it. Thank God it's my left hand's finger. I can still do my work. I sighed and went back to chop the vegetables with a new knife.I did as the lady from YouTube instructed. Today, I the Raina Aaron now Raina Murad for the second time in her life is cooking something. Today, I decided to cook my husband's favorite meal. I have already made kheer and Chole. Just have to fry puris.This is my first step in atonement. Last night I crossed all the boundaries of immatureness. Well, I did that years ago, too. But last night I disrespected my husband. How could I do that? How can I come into another woman's trick? The woman I didn't even know existed a week ago. How can I accuse my husband whom I have known for years? His brown pools filled with sadness still haun
Raina~I flipped the pages of "The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo" and reread the phrase trust is intimacy said by Evelyn dedicating to her lover Celia St. James. I closed the book and rested my head on the bedpost as I think about the relationship I share with Agastya. Is it good? I don't think so, but it's getting better day by day. But I know we both still have a long way to go. And I want to have trust as the key intimacy of our relationship. I know I am not perfect but worse but I want to try, I want to try this with him and for him. He is the most understanding person I have ever come across in my whole life, the way he understands my every dilemma is just extraordinary, though he has his flaws but still, he is the best man in front of my eyes. And I want to be the same, I don't want him to be just my husband, I want him to be my everything. I blinked back the tears which threatened to fall, but can I be his everything too?The mistakes I have made, I know he has forgiven me
Raina~ I kept pacing back and forth, chewing my nails, as the mere thought of seeing my mother-in-law filled my insides with anxiety. I finally changed into different clothes, white trousers and a white halter neck top along with pair of white stilettos, and diamond studs. My luxury outfit of the day that my husband bought for me right now.Before I could take one more step I was dragged and made to sit on the chair. Agastya leans down and grabs my shoulders, I look up at him, his hazels boring into mine already. He bent down and pecked on my lips, and on my cheeks and to my nose to all over my face, and just like that I relaxed, under his touch, he has this power to calm me down. "My mom, is not that bad, she is just overprotective of me," he said and I rolled my eyes at him. "Yeah, alright" I muttered because I know what that woman is. He squeezed my shoulder and bit on my nose, making me yelp. "love, she wants to make things good with you, why don't you try also". Everything h
Agastya~My gaze was stuck on the clock, it was 11:00 P.M., in one hour the new day will arrive, and my wife isn't home back yet. When I was leaving the hospital I thought I would find her here and we will talk about our day and kiss some more. I just arrived half an hour ago and found the house empty. I tried to call everyone but none of them picked up my call. I close my eyes and sighed, as apprehension pumped inside my mind. I know she is reckless, but still, she would have texted if has other plans. The pulse in my forehead throbbed painfully, and my head start to ache badly. I am having a migraine. ddialedRaina's number again but this time only to hear that it was switched off. My heartbeat quaked, what if she is in any kind of danger? God damnit, Raina pick up the call. But everyone said the same thing.I once again dialed my mom and heaved a sigh as she finally picked up my call. "Hey, hon what happened, I saw your missed calls, sorry I was busy and couldn't pick up. But is
Raina~"C'mon Raina, it's your 18th birthday. A little beer won't hurt. You are finally, an adult today, legally. Let's celebrate this, don't be so boring." Anna says, forwarding the glass filled with golden liquid toward me. Her eyes glinted with excitement. Even though the legal age for drinking is 21 in the states and I just turned 18 but my friends are 21 so they can drink I guess."Ray, don't think much, even your boyfriend is agreeing to the quote 'enjoy your life'. Just gulp it down and feel the adrenaline rush. I was just sixteen when I had my first drink. At least you are not doing anything much illegal." Paul says, and draped his around my shoulder and pulls me closer to his body.I glance up at Agnus, who was smiling at me and winked causing me to blush. Today I finally become an adult. And as always I was pampered with expensive gifts and showered with love from my family.But little consumption of alcohol won't hurt, right? After all, I am Mihir Aaron's daughter. He alwa
♡Raina♡"I'll be waiting for you downstairs, you know the way to the party, right?" Agastya asks while kissing my nape. I dug my nails into my palms, trying to control the heated desire pooling in my lower belly. I nodded my head and he kissed my cheek and made his way out of our room. I bit my lip as I watched his firm ass in a black tuxedo. Damn, he is so deliciously hot.I sighed and continued to do my makeup. It's been three days since we have come to Germany. A Global Medical Summit is going on in Germany. Doctors and med. people around the whole world came here. And Agastya and Divya were also invited to join the summit. At first, when Agastya told me that he has to go for two weeks, with Divya I got sad. But now here we are. Though we still don't sleep on the same bed but we have gotten closer than before. He never leaves any chance to touch me. Blood rushed to my cheeks as last night's images flashed across my eyes. His fingers worked their way inside me, making a hot mess.
Raina~I stared at the girl in the mirror, looking exactly like me. She was the same girl two years ago. Brat, immature and impulsive. The only thing that changed in her was liveliness and desire to feel happy. And last night she once again proved that she is an imbecile woman. I sighed and cupped my breast through the new dress Agastya bought for me when we came here and insisted I wear this. It's a beautiful pastel pink short dress reaching just an inch below my hips, clinging to my body like a second skin. The padding made my breast to swell out. The ripped thin one-sided strap didn't do anything to make me feel even slightly comfortable. I can't believe he bought this for me even after knowing that I don't wear such clothes anymore. I sighed but I have to wear it. Yesterday I ended our night on a very bad note, at last I can do is to wear this dress and make him happy. I dabbed the blush on my cheek. With taking the one last glance at me, I opened the bathroom door and walked
Raina~ I smacked my lips together after applying my peach lip gloss, I shared my reflection in the mirror, my hazel green eyes looked like water under dark shimmery eyeshadow. I ran my hand over my blue flared gown, with bare back and no straps. My cheeks looked flushed, as they were tinted with my rose gold Fenty blush.My long hair was curled from down and shined like gloss, I opened the box of diamond earrings, Agastya bought from Tiffany & Co. along with a beautiful diamond bracelet. I sat on the bed and wore my diamond-studded black Jimmi Choo pumps. I sighed and took one last glance in the mirror.I feel nervous, I know I look beautiful but I still feel anxious. It's the first time I and Agastya are going out, alone, and that too romantically. When he asked me in the morning if I want to go on a date with him? I agreed instantly but now I am feeling so nervous that I feel like we should have stayed in the hotel. My phone pinged and I pick it up from the dressing table and u