21|Guilt-trip

~Rory~

I stood there, cold and confused. I’m not sure what happened, or if there was even a reason for it. If it was even real in the first place.

It’s like he took a part of me with him, leaving a black hole in my chest that sucked all the air from my body. And right now, there’s a huge jackhammer digging it deeper and deeper. It’s fucking painful.

A tear rolled down my cheek, followed by another and another. And as soon as he disappeared through the corner leading to the garden, the fucking damn broke. I gave in, allowing the ache I felt when I saw him smiling down at Nolani to overpower me.

I can’t hold myself upright. I took a few steps to the side, needing something to hold on to, dropping on the wet wooden bench, not minding that it wa