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CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: FEAR AND INSOMNIA
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Jayden drove into the parking lot, parked his car and sat in thought, still carrying his hatred of Johnny in his heart.He needed it to remain in his heart so that he would not halt or have pity at any moment until Johnny was dead. He also needed to get Alisa Grant away so that she would not interfere with it because he did not wish to kill her. That made her his only obstacle right now, and he smiled as an idea popped into his head.He called Clifford and gave him instructions on the phone before going out of his car and into the hospital with a bag that contained the food in his hand.A few strides later, he paused to think before turning around to go put the food back in his car. There was every chance that someone the food wasn’t intended for could have it if he wasn’t alone with Johnny, and the person did not have to be Alisa under any circumstances at all. Not his Avana replica.He smiled at the thought. She loved him excessively, but she was like a toy, or a slave to him, kept
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Alisa turned to him sharply, and he turned to stare at her.“Have you lost someone before?” She asked, looking at him.“I lost people, Alisa.”They were silent for a while before she reached out to hold his hand, and he took it in his, turning his head to look over the city once again.“The first person I ever lost was my father. I was fifteen at the time, and still a little boy, but that made it hurt the more.”“Tell me about it.”Jayden paused and took in a deep breath before continuing. He could feel Alisa’s gaze fixed on him, and he got the strength to tell the story he had not told anyone in years.“I was not always the rich and influential person you know today. When I was born, it was into a family that did not have everything but lived comfortably. My father owned a small shop that sold hardware, and my mother was a full-time housewife. That was the problem.”Alisa moved closer and rested her head on his shoulder.“So what happened?” She asked in a whisper, her eyes glazed ove
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