Five

Chapter Five

I smirked as I watched Yael’s eyes widened a bit.

You heard it right, honey.

This was my plan. To attract Yael, make him yearn, make him hard and hot for me, then drop him for another guy.

I’ve been thinking which one I will pick from the three of his friends. Jolo is not my type of guy, he looked like an innocent man and too childish for my taste. Marko looks hot in his suit but I feel like he will just talk about business once alone with me in a room.

Xander caught my attention well. He exceeded his two friends but still inferior against Yael.

I can’t take just anyone, I want someone inside his circle. I want him to see me, to feel the thirst he made me feel for years. I want to be a reach away but yet he can’t touch. I want the chase.

I want Yael to chase after me.

Maybe I wanted for Yael to feel the same way I felt years ago. That feeling when you wanted someone but you can’t see him, you only heard of him, you know how many women he bedded but not you.

I want Yael to have that, too, because he gave me those torture all these years.

So when I won the dare--which I knew I will--I want to say my consequence right to his face. And I just gained the reaction I wanted.

Yael yanked my elbow hastily off his grip.

“What the fuck.” he squinted his eyes, as if studying the situation. Hasn’t it come to his head?

I felt Xander’s arm snaked on my waist and pulled me closer to his body.

“So you have hots for me. Why didn’t you say so? You made me mourn for… a couple of minutes.” He chuckled on my ear and I joined him.

“I’m sorry.” I said with a grin, snatching a glimpse of Yael. His face is dark and he seem to punch someone anytime soon. “But your mourning ends now.”

Xander’s hug tightened, making me feel his hard-on. “So damn right.” he whispered in a sexy bedroom voice.

Yael sat back down to his sit and sipped on his drink. I arched my brow when I noticed how his face suddenly relaxed like I did not gave a shock to him earlier.

I bet he was just trying to look cool.

Xander turned me to him and he dipped his head for a kiss but before his lips reached mine, I turned my head slightly. His lips landed on my cheek and I chuckled.

“We will do lots of that later.” I said, pulling away and winked at him.

I noticed Jolo and Marko moved to where we were seated so Xander and I went on the other side, I am facing Yael.

We started to drink and have fun but from time to time, I can see Yael’s hot gaze on me. I tried and control myself to look his way but as if there’s a pull between us, I can’t.

Yael looks at me with a dark expression, hooded eyes, and its almost scary. The way he looks at Xander’s hand above my leg is so blunt, and it screams how he hated it. He will sip on his glass, and lick his lip while looking at my body then his eyes will stop on my eyes.

He is not smiling, no one is trying to talk to him either because it feels like his aura says ‘Do Not Bother Me’.

I decided to stop looking at him, yeah, I should or I might drown in those eyes.

“Why does it feel like the mood turned awkward?” I heard Jolo said to Marko.

“Yeah, like a cold-dark-aura is coiling around.” Marko agreed.

“It’s giving me goosebumps.” Jolo hugged himself and Marko laughed.

“Well, that is what Sabrina can do.” Jane murmured.

“Sabrina?” Jolo arched his brow at her after hearing what she said.

Jane rolled her eyes. “I’m talking to myself, idiot!”

Jolo chuckled. “Oh, it suit a retarded lady like you--Ow!” Jane just kicked his leg.

I was distracted from eavesdropping when Xander licked my earlobe. My eyes automatically closed from feeling his hot breath on my ears and his tongue’s warmth.

“Later, Xander.” I chuckled and pushed him lightly but in a seductive way. I won’t want his balls to turn blue if I show any sign of irritation. I can feel how bad he wanted me and his hands didn’t stop making me feel it.

And it would be bad if I started feeling good this soon.

Xander groaned but he stopped anyway. He just dipped his head between my shoulder and head. I know he can’t wait, his member hasn’t calmed down yet and its evident.

“I’ll make sure of that, Sabrina.”

My eyes grew wide and I snapped my head and looked at him. “How did you--”

“I know who you are. This is not the first time that I see you, I knew you long ago and I want you ever since my eyes landed on you.”

“How--I mean, I haven’t noticed you before.”

That is the truth. The moment I heard that Yael came back in town, I started my research about him. And that is when I found about his friends including Xander.

“Maybe because your eyes is fixed to only one.” he whispered before giving me a weak smile.

My brows furrowed. “I don’t know what you are talking about. All I know is you are--”

“Your target’s friend.” he finished my sentence and my lips parted. His eyes went down and looked at my mouth before smiling, looking back to my eyes. “See that? Now you know what I’m talking about.”

He shakes his head and leaned to fetch his glass, his jaw tightened as he sipped on it.

Target. Does he know about Yael? Am I that obvious?

I groaned upon thinking that someone noticed how interested I am with Yael but I shove it off before it kill my mood.

It only means that Xander was also interested with me and had been looking at me since I don’t know.

When he leaned back to his seat, I pressed my head on his broad chest. My eyes can see Yael looking at us. Watching us and I giggled from the dark expression he was having.

I can hear Xander’s heartbeat despite of the loud crowd. If he’s been looking at me to the point of noticing what I’ve been looking for then…

“Do you like me?” I asked at him while my eyes are still having a battle with Yael.

Xander sighed.

“If I say yes, what will you say? What will you do?” his voice is deep and serious that I can’t help but to smile.

“That’s rude…” I said playfully before poking my fingers in his toned chest, drawing circles on his skin. “I asked first.”

Yael’s jaw clenched and he took his eyes off me, tilting his head to the dance floor. My smile turned to a wide grin.

Xander sighed again. “Yes.” he answered breathlessly.

I chuckled and looked up to him. “You’re straightforward and I like it.”

“Is that how to turn down a guy these days?” he asked with a frown.

I grinned. “No, silly. I do relationships but without commitment and if you’re okay with that…” I leaned closer so that my breast will press to his arms. “are you willing to be my toy?” I whispered huskily, making sure that my tongue played well in my mouth as I utter the words.

Xander’s face darkened with lust, “Yes.” he whispered back.

“Okay. Then now you have the title as my boyfriend.” I smiled.

He rolled his eyes playfully and then grinned down at me. “Yes, you heartless queen.”

I pouted. “Hey!”

Xander chuckled and he placed his arm on my shoulder to lean me closer to him. “I just said I like you and you indirectly turned down my feelings. And making me your toy, huh.”

My face is on his chest and I can’t look him in the eyes so I just pouted and frown from what he said. “We can break up now.”

“No fucking way.” his hug tightened and I think I felt his lip pressed on my head. Was he kissing my head?

“Are you kissing my head?” I pushed away from him and meet his eyes with a frown.

“So?” he asks, raising a brow and smirking.

“I don’t want you doing that.” I said seriously. “That is too…” I think the alcohol is messing with my head, I couldn’t find the right words.

“Fine. I get it. No kissing in the head.”

I sighed and sat properly.

“You are just a toy to me, Xander. I don’t care about your feelings, I am just using you.” I sipped on my drink and looked at him in the side of my eyes.

Xander was licking his lower lip, as if amazed of something before smiling palyfully.

“Copy that, girlfriend.” then he pulled my hand, taking my glass and placing it back to the table. “Then I’ll just do this.”

His hands went on my nape, locking my face and claiming my lips for a thirsty kiss.

I saw a glimpse of Yael, looking at us so I answered Xander’s kiss with the same intense and passion.

If only Xander was him…

No. If Yael is Xander, my life will be in a chaos more than it should. I might end up loving Yael like an addict. I rather be loved than love him. I don’t want to hurt myself.

Every man never taste one kind of lollipop in a day.

I just want to play than to get played at. It doesn’t matter if guys thinks they used me, as long as in my head I am using them.

And thanks to Xander for being willing to be one.