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Chapter 18
Knight laced his fingers with mine as we walked home that day. Up until now, I still couldn’t believe this. It still felt surreal. I still couldn’t make myself believe that I am here, holding hands with Knight Javier, dating him.
Well, how could I believe it? I don’t know where all his feels are coming from. He didn’t tell me how he liked me in the first place. He doesn’t tell me that he likes my smile, or my face or the way I dress or even my attitude.
He just told me that I’m different. I’m ordinary in his eyes.
And then there’s Serena who gets too close to him at school. It’s as if she wanted to eat him alive, all for herself. I don’t like it. Hell, what kind of girlfriend wanted to see another girl ogle at her boyfriend like that? The only thing I’m curious is of their relationship. Why doesn’t Knight push him away?
I wanted to know. I want to know now because I know that the imag
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Knight stared at me and I froze right on the spot.What the freak? Why is he here with his mother? And what am I doing here, letting Gavin hold me by the waist like this?Situation Normal: All Fouled Up.“You know them, Shejie?” Gavin asked me but I couldn’t reply because my eyes are all set on Knight’ daggers on me. He’s shooting daggers on me and I can’t even… Ugh!Why do things always have to happen at the wrong time?“I’m Knight.” I was shocked at the sarcasm and anger in his voice. Damn it! I know he’s mad. And double damn it! I’m dead!I noticed Gavin’s hand out of my waist and I took that time to step away from him. Hell, what was I doing near him anyway?“I’m Gavin. Ashejan’s friend.” I was actually relieved that he introduced himself as a friend and not like how Jericho or Phytos would. Those two are the hopeless ca
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I didn’t even concentrate on the lectures today. Damn it. Why did he have to tell me that we’re having dinner with his mother just this morning? I’m not prepared enough!And what would I tell his mother when she saw me with Gavin last night? Won’t she think of me as a slut or a flirt? Would she think that I am not serious with her son?“Are you alright?” Genina asked me. “You’re zoning out since this morning.” She told me as a matter of fact.I nodded and smiled. “I’m fine.” I replied. “I’m just thinking of some things.” I told her.She raised her brow. “Like what?” She asked me. “What are you thinking that made you zone out too much?” She asked as she leaned her elbows on the table to listen to me more attentively.Damn it! She’s cornering me and I can’t even decide if I’m going to tell her or not about me and Knight.
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“You’re dating the dork.”I was stopped from rewriting my notes when I heard Jericho’s voice. I looked up and saw him frowning as he looked down at me.I narrowed my eyes on him. “Pardon?” I asked. But I swear, if he’s going to repeat what he said, I’m going to crush him alive. Knight is not a dork. Or maybe he is but he’s my dork. And no one must call him that way other than me.He rolled his eyes on me. “You’re dating the Einstein wannabe.” He stated and I slammed my hands on the table and glared at him.“One more time, Jericho Marquez, and I’ll freaking crush you.” I warned him but he didn’t even budge.He just shrugged at me. “What do you actually expect from me?” He asked me.“Nothing.” I replied. “I expect you nothing because first, we’re done. Second, he’s a better person than you and you s
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“It’s going to be alright,” Jervic tried to hush me as we sat in his car after a while. “If he makes you cry, then, he’s just like me and every other ex-boyfriend you had. He’s not worth it.”I blew my nose on the Kleenex he stocked in his car. I think I’ve never cried like this before. And take note, it’s not even a breakup but I feel so wronged. I felt like the whole world turned its back on me. Hell, Knight is my whole world.And damn it, he turned his back on me. He went and didn’t even look back. Or was it me who didn’t look back? But what the heck, he didn’t even call my name!I couldn’t actually take every word Jervic is telling me right now. I don’t even feel like my soul is one with my body at this moment. I feel so tired of crying, of hurting, of…everything that happened today.I shut my eyes and sighed hard. Damn. When will this sinking feeling in my hear
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“Who she, Dada?”I almost wanted to run away from here when I heard Serena speak to Knight. I was so nervous that I think I could even match her broken, baby language.I swear I admire Knight for introducing me to his daughter but I don’t think I’m ready for this. I didn’t know it was this hard – accepting that the person you love have had experienced something special with another woman that’s not you.I wanted to know how it felt when he did it with her but then again, I don’t want to bring the past back. I wanted to know what he felt when he knew he was going to be a father but then again, I don’t want to be disappointed.He must really love Serene so much to be this happy.He scooped Serena into his arms and made her face me. “Serena, this is Ashejan,” Knight introduced her to me. “She’s my girlfriend.” He added even though we both know that little Serena doesn&
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