75-I Want Babies With Sawyer

Carena:

If I was upset with Sawyer before, now I was even more worked up. But not just at him, at my own self. Why did I go from one abusive partner to one who could've been happier without me in the picture?

I didn't even find Sawyer at fault because if he was doing all that to be a good husband, he was doing a great job. But sacrificing his own desires and wishes to make me happy made me feel heavy-hearted.

I stayed in my bedroom, waiting for Sawyer's return home. However, he never showed up, and nobody bothered to ask if I wanted food or not until Janine knocked on my door and entered with a tray of food.

"You skipped lunch and even the evening tea. They had a little party in the hall, why didn't you come?" Janine was the only one who showed care, and sometimes I wondered if it was only because she was supposed to take care of everyone.

"Nobody informed me," I said, "was Sawyer there?" I inquired.

"Nope, he actually never came back. But didn't he tell you he'd be staying at the hot