5th August 2019The Crown prince is gay.. he's gay.. he's gay kept chanting non-stop in my head as I watched the crown prince Ferdinand and my brother kissing beside the River.I couldn't believe my eyes and at that moment I felt pity for my brother.Dullard might be civilized but Being Gay was frowned upon and my brother was going to get hurt at the end.The Crown Prince will never give up the throne for him neither will Tatiana De Costa let my brother have him.It was one thing that the end was clear. Olson was going to get hurt at least unless he was willing to live the rest of his life as Prince Ferdinand's secret lover.I won't let that happen. I won't let my brother constantly get hurt whenever the Prince had to go back to his wife and duty.Who said it was going to last? Ferdinand will break my brother's heart. The Queen will make sure of it. Queen Eleanora Don Fisco. Nothing was ever hidden from her.The crown prince closed the diary taking Anda's hand."We are here to enjoy a
3rd August 2020"I am your sister and I know the best for you and the crown prince is not that" I shouted at my elder brother."What do you know? You're seventeen and I'm actually your elder brother and know the best thing for me" Olson smiled ruffling my hair with face that states he wasn't taking me serious." The crown prince will never leave the throne not for you, a nobody who can't offer him anything but your ass"I tried to hurt him with words." Who said I was the one offering my ass? I make him happy.. Prestine, he makes me happy, we don't need to have something to offer each other, I'm willing to give up everything for him, if he can't leave the throne then I'm willing to continue living as his secret,it's even thrilling"He said sitting on my bed." Until when? Until you're old and can't even properly see and I will be far away from Dullard to even take care of you.. the cold nights and empty days.. are you going to live that way forever? You need to stop this madness before
30th January 2020The Crown prince approached me today. I'd just finished another fight with Olson about him and he came to me.He asked what I was doing when I was obviously reading one of my favourite books. I ignored him and rolled his eyes."I really love him Prestine, I know I am not in the position to love a citizen of Dullard and a man at that but I just love him so much and I can not lose him" He said kneeling beside me on my reading table."Why are you telling me this?" I asked."Because I can't keep ignoring the glares you keep throwing my way and the arguments you keep having with Olson, it's affecting our relationship" He said."Then why is he not breaking up with you yet?" I asked rolling my eyes and closing the book."Because we love each other too much and we can't lose each other no matter how much we try to ignore it.. I will do every thing to protect your brother and you.. all you have to do is trust" The Crown prince said."You're going to hurt him and I will end up
15th June 2020I sat behind my door just as Olson instructed me to but I could still hear the Queen shouting at him."The Crown Prince had his engagement party last night and left the palace even before the party ended to be with you, do you not feel guilty for the young girl you are hurting?" The Queen demanded."Im sorry your majesty but I have done nothing wrong" Olson said."You've done nothing wrong? It's the audacity for me.. your existence alone is wrong and coming into my son's life and getting involved with him is shameful so tell me what is more wrong than a man having forbidden feelings for another man" The Queen shouted."It's not a feeing we can control" Olson said."Shut up.. shut up. Shut up"The Queen shouted and i could hear things breaking . I couldn't sit still anymore so I ran outside running to my brother.The Queen stopped throwing things and looked at me. She smiled creepily." Who are you? "She asked." No one"Olson said blocking me with his body." It's someth
23rd December 2021"Prestine, we are leaving the country" Olson told me.I sat on my bed watching them. They told me they wanted to talk to me and was anxiously hoping it was their break up."Without me?" I asked."No silly, of course.. with you" The Crown prince ruffled my hair."The Queen will never let you leave with her son, the future king of Dullard" I rolled my eyes." My younger brother agreed to take my place,he knows about us and he wants to meet you"Ferdinand Don Fisco said." so we are leaving the country for a new life,a new start..Olson have you even thought about this?what if after a few months and he realizes it was a huge mistake and he regrets giving up his throne for you?have you ever thought about the future?"I asked " Why do you have to make everything so difficult?why don't you just live in the moment and forget about the future? He's capable of getting hurt too..what of fall out of love with him and he can't go back and take his place because his brother won't
"awww" Nelson gasped as Anda bit his lips."Open your mouth, give me what I want.. why ain't you giving me?" Anda asked."We are in the car, it's not the Limo, Isaac can hear" Nelson answered."Hi.. Isaac, haven't you got a girlfriend? Do you guys fuck?" Anda asked.Isaac coughed softly."You've embarrassed the poor boy and I'm actually worried we might distract him with some sounds" The crown prince laughed."If you don't fuck me today, I'm going to find some dick to do your work" Anda said sitting back on her chair."You're so vulgar, you don't have a filter,what have you been learning from my mother?" Nelson said" You should be thankful I'm not learning anything from her or I'd be a docile distant wife who you would have gotten bored of"Anda smiled." True, if you weren't you, I'm sure I would not be interested in you because I've never liked anyone as much as I like you"Nelson said." You like me? "Anda asked softly." Very much"Nelson replied." I like you too"Anda kissed him so
27 December 2021"We got our passport..." Olson walked in with the crown prince smiling."See? You didn't even have to lift a finger to get a passport all thanks to my father who wants us out of the country before the coronation of my brother next year" The Crown prince said giving me my passport.I stared at the green card." Promise me that once we get out of the country.. that you're letting me go where ever I want to go"I said." And where is that? "Olson asked." Far away from the both of you.. Australia, Russia,England... Anywhere that doesn't have the both of you"I answered." I'm sorry, I can't let a sixteen years old girl wonder off somewhere when she has never travelled alone all her life.. you've been in this small country all your life and suddenly you want to explore the world alone.. all by yourself? Nah.. we are not having this conversation.. you're sixteen and a minor and you're staying with me"Olson shouted and I could see the anger in his eyes.My brother never got a
2nd January 2022I was sitting on my bed packing my bag when someone entered the house. I felt goosebumps all over me. Olson or the crown prince always make sure they knock before coming into the house even though I mostly left it open or sometimes they come bellowing my name.I picked up my brother's hunting gun and tiptoed out of my room. It was so quiet that the only thing I could hear was my heart beat and the light feet of who ever it was going through our things in the sitting room."Who are you?" I asked pointing the heavy gun at the stranger."Oh.. I'm not here to harm you, the door was open" She smiled folding her hands in front of her.She was very beautiful with her long red hair in a ponytail. She was wearing leather trouser and boots with a feather coat to protect her from mosquitoes and cold."That's not my question.. who the fuck are you?" I asked again."Oh,, I'm Tatiana De Costa" She smiled not even a hint of fear in her eyes or body language."" What are you doing