Chapter 40

Grace's pov:

At the end of it I was shaking badly. I don't know what's happening I'm trying but not able to control myself. Joshua left my hands and shook my shoulders "Hey hey hey Grace what's happening?" he asked in concern.

But I'm not able to reply anything. It's seeming like I can't breathe and suffocating in this room. My breathing turned more heavy. Joshua was saying something but now I'm not getting it what is he saying.

"Hey Grace listen calm down concentrate on my voice." he said gazing in my eyes but panicking himself.

"Are you listening to me? I think you are having panick attack." he said holding my face in his palms cradling my cheeks.

"Hey hey listen to me d-don't panick think about something which comforts you, give you calmness." he said stammering.

"S-something which sooths you, keeps you sane think about it Grace. Please baby think about it." he said his eyes glistening.

I nodded about my head vigorously trying to think something but my mind was totally blank.