Driving me crazy

•KAIDEN•

Coward,

A word I felt spoke volumes about me, and the anger I kept deep inside, any time I saw Freya get hurt, as I remembered the promise that was just empty words.

She broke my trust, she broke me.

And I thought I could just go on hating her, acting like she doesn’t exist and any words I spoke to her were laced with Venom to hurt her,

Not until Lucien had come to confront me, in a way the hard punches and blows did wonders for my brain, no matter how angry I felt, a part of me knew,

Knew that they had always belonged together, a selfish part of me always had tried to write off the heavy gazes Freya and Lucien gave each other, I thought I could be enough to make Freya forget about him.

And I knew as we both lay bloodied up in the training ring, Lucien had let me hit him, for a heavy part of him that was filled with guilt, but no regret,

“ I hated you” I started taking in a breath as I felt him turn to me, “ I hated that you chose me instead of Laura, and I hated that y