Y A N A
I feel numb. I can’t believe I just did that. I can’t believe I just lost all the chances I have to make things better for Catori and my friends.
I slapped Mikhail Sartori, a billionaire.
Why the hell I’m not being escorted out of the building right now, I have no idea, but I have to assume that it’s a good thing because prison is the last place I wanna be right now.
As I go out of the conference room, my knees start to shake so badly that I have to prop my hand against the wall to stop myself from falling over. Some of the hopefuls see me walking out in this condition, and I vaguely register their faces going pale. Do they think that the single-man panel in there roasted the shit out of me? Because if they’re not stupid enough to slap the CEO, they would not be in my place.
In the distance, I can see Gwen getting to her feet and looking at me. I don’t dare meet her eyes. I know that if I do, I might just commit murder.
“Is everything okay, miss?” the desk lady asks me, but I just brush past her and head to the elevator, angrily pushing the buttons so I can get the hell out of there.
The events keep playing in my head as I find my car in the parking lot, and the moment I get inside, I dissolve into tears.
I’m screwed. I’m totally screwed.
Not only am I on the fast track to bankruptcy and debt, but I also took my best friends down the sinking ship with me. They signed the lease with me. I made them do it. And I just subjected them to a possible lifetime of paying for something that wasn’t even their dream.
For a second, I sit there and debate whether or not I should go back in there and beg for Mikhail’s help. He’s a multi-billionaire; surely he can spare a couple of thousand dollars. Maybe I should get back in there and give Gwen what she deserves too, which is an ass-whooping--
The rest of my thoughts screech to a halt when suddenly, my phone begins to ring in my glove compartment.
With shaking hands, I retrieve it, only to see Lily’s name and face flashing on my screen.
My body shrivels up as though I just got doused by freezing water.
However, I still force myself to answer.
“Hello,” I say in a fairly neutral tone. “What’s up?”
“How’s it going?” she asks excitedly. “Do you have any news?”
“No . . . no, I don’t,” I mumble. Oh god, she sounds so happy. I can hear Jason chirping in the background. “Um, I’ll call you later. This might actually be an all-day thing. And I have to go back to see my family for dinner this evening. You should close up shop.”
The way that my lies just flowed out of me makes me feel horrible, but Lily doesn’t suspect a thing. “No problem! Have fun with your family and don’t worry about a thing.”
“Thank you.” I swallow hard as tears stream down my cheeks. “I’ll see you soon!”
With that, I end the call. I can’t take one more second of it. My chest is going to explode.
The only thing left for me to answer is, how would I tell them?
* * *
A couple of hours later, I’m still asking myself this question.
I’m at Moon River now, a small bar in downtown LA with cheap drinks and even cheaper food. I’m nursing a gin and tonic and a big batch of nacho chips that never seem to run out no matter how much I stuff inside my mouth.
It’s probably a bad idea to spend even a bit of money on this stuff after what happened, but I have to borrow some strength from alcohol so I could break the news to Lily and Jason tonight.
I sigh, looking into the distance and thinking of what I would say. Should I ease them into it and say that I have a backup even though I don’t? Or should I just do it straight up and say that we’re fucked? Maybe I can have a real backup--
“Hi.”
The sudden greeting from a male voice beside me makes me jump. I nearly choke on my chips. I turn around and see a thirty-something dude with a cowboy hat sitting on the stool beside mine.
He smiles at me and holds out his hand. “I’m Tyler.”
“Yana,” I say after a pause, shaking his hand for a millisecond and then focusing back on my food.
I’m hoping that this sends a clear signal to him to fuck right off, but of course he just stays there and keeps talking. “I’ve been observing you. Seems like you need company tonight.”
“That’s not creepy at all.” I frown at him, not bothering to hide my sarcasm. “I’m not interested, sir. Please leave.”
He just chuckles. “Come on, now.” He turns to the bartender and winks. “One more gin and tonic for the lady.”
The bartender hurries to make the order, and that makes me snap at the Tyler dude. “Like I said, I’m not interested. Please leave me alone.”
“Well, you told me your name.” He takes a sip of his beer and sneers at me. “That tells me otherwise. Besides, it’s just an extra drink.”
I’m not dumb. I’ve heard all sorts of stories about girls getting roofied by creepy guys like this, so I don’t dare touch the drink that the bartender pushed to my side. I decide to not say anything anymore either. Maybe silence would be the best repellent for Tyler.
But he just settles comfortably and faces me again, sliding a napkin to my side of the counter. “Give me your number. We should hang out sometime.”
What? My number on a napkin? This isn’t the nineties, for god’s sake.
Again, I don’t anything. I eat more nachos and finish the drink I got earlier. I’m not drunk to the point where I can’t drive, so I just slide off my stool and head to the door.
However, halfway to the parking area, I hear heavy footsteps behind me.
My heart starts to hammer in my throat. I can feel it pumping a lot of blood and heat to my face. I don’t dare turn around in fear of what I can find there, so I just fumble for my keys and start walking faster as I see my car.
But the footsteps behind me start to go faster too.
I’m scared now. I can hear heavy breathing. Tears are filling my eyes for some reason, and I’m starting to trip in my heels.
Thankfully, I reach my car, climbing in as quickly as I can and drive off.
I exhale in relief as the bar’s sign gets smaller and smaller in my rear-view mirror. I wipe my eyes and steady myself, but then I see something else behind me.
Another car, a red pickup, following me.
At first I thought that maybe I’m just making shit up in my head, so I turn a corner randomly to check. The car is still behind me, following that turn smoothly. All my fear comes rushing back. I turn another corner, and the car does the same.
I really am being followed.
I reach for my phone to call the police, but between calling and driving and the rising panic in my chest, I find it hard to dial 911. I step on the accelerator and propel myself forward, heading to a narrow alleyway and hoping to lose the truck in the traffic. However, it just manages to emerge from the onslaught of cars and keep tailing me.
“Fuck,” I curse under my breath. My knuckles are white against the steering wheel. My face is drenched in sweat. All I can think about are the worst possible scenarios to come out of this, but surely I will pull through. . . .
But I didn’t.
I find myself facing a dead-end in a bad neighborhood with no one around.
And the truck pulls up right behind me, making sure I have no room to drive back. The driver turns off his lights. The place is so dark that I can’t make out his figure, but there’s no mistaking the outline of the cowboy hat.
It’s Tyler.
I lock all the doors in my car and shrink against the driver’s seat, scanning my dashboard to look for something I can use to defend myself. Nothing. There’s nothing.
Tyler crouches beside my window and smiles at me. “Hello, Yana.”
Y A N AI don’t say anything. My body is numb and all I can do is sit there and shrink more and more. My luck is rotten to the core. First I blew my chances of making it, and now I got chased into an alley by a strange man whose advances I rejected.I might just die tonight too.He knocks on my window and laughs as I flinch. “You were so brave telling me to fuck off, and now you’re cowering in your car? Open the door so we can talk.”“NO!” I yell at him. “I’ll call the police!”“Do it,” he urges, and to my utter horror, he raises his hands, showing me that he’s holding a crowbar. “I’ll count to three.”A scream escapes my mouth. I fumble for my phone but it falls under the seat. Tyler is swinging the crowbar in his hands, mimicking using it to break my window.And the bad thing is, I know that he’ll do it, so I just crumple into a tight ball, closing my eyes and waiting for the worst.But it doesn’t come.The only thing I hear is the clang of the crowbar falling on the ground, and a l
M I K H A I LSo Yana Allard is indeed human.“That can’t be possible,” Evan told me yesterday after Yana walked out. He looked at the door she just shut closed and then turned to me. “I could sense her. Her human scent is strong and pure, and being in the same room with her was hard. . . .”“Not for me,” I whispered, and that’s when I had to admit to myself that yes, it was pretty strange. How come she was purely human and didn’t affect me? I was supposed to be the one who would get triggered more easily. “She might be something else.”“I doubt that,” Evan said, but he did look unsure. “Other creatures had been wiped out by civilization. Us Lycans are pretty much the last ones here.”“Only one way to find out,” I said, clutching my smarting cheek. “I wouldn’t be surprised if she turned out to be a troll or something. She was strong.”He laughed. “Only one way to find out, boss.”With that, he looked at me and instantly, we both knew what to do. I assigned an officer to take over the
Y A N A I’m floored. Not only that, I think I just sank all the way to Satan’s armpits in hell because of what Mikhail said. However, he just looks at me pleasantly as though this is a perfectly sane conversation between two sane adults. “Of course, this will be completely--” “Aren’t you a billionaire?” I blurt out. When he looks mildly offended about my interruption, I lean close to him and say slowly, “You are a billionaire bachelor.” “And what does have to do with anything, Miss Allard?” I shake my head. How come a rich businessman like him can’t understand basic logic? “What I meant, sir Mikhail is that you are rich and successful, and attractive. . . .” I trail off when I see the smirk on his face. “So you think I’m attractive?” “That’s not the point!” I wave him off. “The point here is, you’re basically the perfect bachelor. Hell, don’t you have a whole groupie of models worshiping the ground you walk on?” His smirk only gets wider. “So you know things about me?” “Everyo
M I K H A I L“What?” Yana splutters as the stylists approach him. She backs away as though she’s being arrested, putting her hands up in surrender. “What’s happening?”“Miss Allard, relax.” I let out a little laugh. “Let them take care of you, okay?”“But what are they going to do to me?”“Make you beautiful.”Yana’s mouth goes wide. “So you mean I’m not?”Oops. I turn to the stylists. “Take her away.”“HEY!” she yells, but they manage to coax her into coming with them, taking her to the private conference room I have at the back of my office.I take a peek before I close the door, and I’m pleased to see that they stylists bought all the clothes, accessories, and makeup that I told them to choose. Yana still looks like a fish out of water, but I’m certain she will adjust in no time.I go back to my desk and start to flick through some documents containing our financial statements. I review the summary and see that there’s a mistake, so I decide to take a crack at checking them cover
Y A N ANo way. No freaking way Mikhail did this and said that.I want it to be a dream. I’m so humiliated that I can’t feel my own body. I’m like a floating entity just standing there, my hand clasped in his as he continues to look at Deborah in challenge.“Anything more?” he prompts. “Or are we allowed to leave now?”Deborah looks like she just got punched in the face. Her husband is staring at her, and when their gazes meet, she suddenly turns to me and mutters, “I apologize, Yana.”“That’s what I like to hear,” Mikhail says in a lofty tone, signing another cheque and tossing it to her. “This is for another six months.”With that, he pushes past her, his hand still wrapped securely around mine as he pulls me along with him. I trot behind him, struggling to keep up not because of my sky-high heels but because my knees are weak from what just happened. His chauffeur opens the door for us, and only when we get inside do I manage to breathe out.“Back to the office, please,” he orders,
M I K H A I L“No answer,” Evan says as he looks up from his phone. “Yana has ignored all ten of our calls, boss. What do we do?”I open my mouth to say that we should call her again, but no sound comes out. The truth is, I don’t know what to do, and calling her this many times with no response is starting to feel wrong to me.Especially considering what happened the night before yesterday.“You did humiliate me more.”Those words continue to run through my mind like a bad mantra. Every time I try to focus on something, I hear Yana’s voice saying that. Granted, it shouldn’t be a big deal since she has every right to feel that way, but I just can’t shake off the feeling that she genuinely believes I shouldn’t have defended her.And she’s right, I didn’t have to. I just did it because I wanted to.I’m starting to think that the only reason why I’m this bothered is because I still don’t know why I wanted to.It’s not because of the contract. It’s not because of our arrangement. I just si
Y A N A“And now you remember me.”I wince when I hear the sarcasm in Mikhail’s voice. I feel pretty bad for calling him on a Saturday night, but Evan dropped by and told me that we should be meeting his parents tonight. I don’t remember if he told me or if I just forgot, but either way, I feel like shit.I have to admit: Olivia’s warning made me doubt everything. And it didn’t help that she brought a fresh batch of clients to my store either. At first, I thought that I would be able to be alright with everything, but guilt started to get to me the moment I didn’t answer the first call.I was already actually considering calling him, but Evan pushed me to do it, and I’m glad that he did.But now, I’m starting to regret calling him immediately. I get that it’s only ten in the evening, but he sounds like I bothered him.“I’m sorry,” I mumble, closing my eyes as I feel my cheeks heating up in shame. “I’ve been really busy for the past two days and I--”“Don’t lie, Yana.” Mikhail is breat
Y A N AI stagger away from him, squealing as I land back on my seat. I watch in horror as Mikhail gags again, retching onto the table.Did he . . . feel so grossed out about kissing me that he wants to throw up now?Did my breath stink that bad?I blow a strong gust of wind into my closed hand, trying to catch a weird smell, but I can only smell the mimosa. In my very valid opinion, my breath and my mouth are not puke-worthy.And yet here is Mikhail, clutching his stomach and quietly heaving. The women who were checking him out earlier are now watching him with worry, and I just sit there with mixed feelings, thinking about helping him but smacking him upside the head at the same time.“I’m sorry,” he mumbles and goes back to retching immediately. “I didn’t mean to do that. I don’t mean to keep doing it. It’s not your fault or anything, it’s just. . . .”He trails off when his gagging gets worse.The sound is digging into my ears. My chest is tight with a mixture of embarrassment and