Chapter 81.

There was a wall, a hugh wall between Lune and I, I didn't have the courage to speak to him as freely as before, knowing Lune would object to certain issues, it was time I get real with myself that at some certain point, Lune could turn against me if he felt he was doing it to protect me. 

I didn't tell Lune about my dreams, and the fact that I could still remember how it went meant my memories were slowly returning to me, however am worried. Although I lived with the brothers for so many years, my memories were still fading I never once remembered a dream no matter how close I felt I was to remembering, does this mean there was a part of me that wanted to forget about everything. Lune mentioned my parents were aware but I had to had known at some point, didn't I ever object? What if am partly responsible for everything that has happened to me until today. I want to remember, but am scared, there's a part of me yelling and begging me not to push myself to r