Chapter 45

After Ilham go to work, she sat on their balcony, the place was beautiful below, lost in her own thoughts. Was she really Rain? Had she loved Ghon once? Why couldn't she remember any of it?

She remembered the times when she'd catch Nanay Nina, Grace, Ghon, Wize and Tita Sofie looking at her strangely, as if he was trying to find someone else in her. He was seeing Rain. Or was she just being paranoid?

Pulling her knees to her chest, Haera felt an overwhelming sense of loneliness. She needed answers, not just for Ghon or Ilham, but for herself. Who was she really? And where did she belong?

Wala na siyang ginawa buong araw kundi ang tumunganga. Hindi na siya pinayagan ni Ilham na mag-asikaso ng kasal nila dahil natatakot na itong may mangyari pang muli sa kanya. Ito na ang mag-ayos no'n sa tulong ni Grace at Craine.

Then she remembered the hospital where she stayed for one year because of coma. Mabilis siyang nag-ayos ng sarili. If she wants to know everything, kailangan niyang magsimul