Mikhail's pov:Flashback continues... I went in front of her and she gazed at me with boring eyes but I was too innocent and naive to notice that. I shyly extended that rose towards her so she could take it but she raised her eyebrow towards me questionably."Ты будешь моей новой мамой и поиграешь со мной?" I asked her shyly and covered my eyes with my palm innocently. (Translation: Will you be my new mama and play with me?)She looked amused and laughed at me making me peek through my palm and saw her laughing. I turned confused and removed my palm from my eyes and looked at her curiously. She placed that tool from which she was setting her nails under my chin and raised my head higher. "Ты хочешь, чтобы я была твоей мамой?" she asked me tilting her head and I turned happy. I nodded vigorously in yes. (Translation: Do you want me to be your mama?)"Оу, малышка, иди сюда." she said and patted her lap.(Translation: Aww my baby come here.)I excitedly climbed up on her lap thinking
Mikhail's pov:FlashbackI was happily walking out of the foyer where maids used to live, I stole a bedtime story book from that same kids room. I saw him sleeping with his mother and she used to tell him story time before his sleep. I also wanted my new mama to tell me stories before I sleep.Despite of being pain in my whole body I was excited. I was back from the training and my whole body was in pain. With my small feet I climbed up the stairs and went inside her room. She was preparing her bed to sleep. "Новая мама, ты прочитаешь мне эту книгу?" I asked her timidly. (Translation: New mama will you read this book for me?)She angrily turned towards me and snatched the book away from my hands tearing it in many pieces harshly. I frowned looking at her not knowing why she was so angry at me. "Уйди из моей комнаты, этот сукин сын, всегда меня беспокоит." she said and pushed me away. (Translation: Get out of my room is son of a bitch, always comes to disturb me.)Due to her push I
Mikhail's pov:I started breathing heavily and my head spinning remembering those things. Rooh came near me and started rubbing my chest trying to sooth me. I tried to cop up with my breathing but it hurts, it hurts everywhere. I felt my eyes turning heavy and my whole body shaking.Rooh was panicking seeing me like that. I tried to control myself but wasn't able to. She hugged me tightly and I completely pulled her on my lap flushing her against my rigid body. She was still rubbing my chest sitting in my lap and suddenly I felt myself calming down. After sometimes of breathing in and out my breathing turned normal and I gazed in her concerned brown eyes. "We are not doing this anymore." she said with her tear filled eyes and I wiped them softly with my thumb."Let me do this today. Let me take a stand for myself today." I sad almost like pleading and she shook her head. She placed her head at my chest just above my heart and clutched my hands in hers. To be honest her sitting on my
Mikhail's pov:I walked out of my room leaving Rooh there alone. I know it was looking so rude but what could I do when I can't control myself around her. I don't want her to think me as a creep who just wants her body. Of course I want it but I want her too for the rest of my life. I came out of the mansion hurriedly and sat inside my car. I was feeling restless without her but didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable either. I was driving the car aimlessly without any destination. Now I know what I want from Rooh, I want her but not until when she realise that if she also wants me as much as I want her. I don't want her to stay with just because she pities me for my horrible past but I want her to be with me willingly. I want her to know what is her worth in my life and if I have any worth in her life also. I want to give her some time and space and I will be in front of her then she will take decision in hurry which I don't want at any cost so I decided that I will not go in fr
Mikhail's pov:Two weeks later:I was sitting in my office with my mind stressing out. The people who were underground a long time ago are still not cane in my men's hand on the other hand I was avoiding Rooh not because I wanted to give her space and time but not the reason was something else. My mind was going all wild without her, I wanted to go and just lay my head on her lap so that she could massage my head and make my stress go all away. The day I went to that club something suspicious happened. I don't have that much low tolerance of alcohol that I felt intoxicated that day. I was not able to walk properly and decided to leave that place but ended up blacking out in some random room. They next day when I woke up I felt a gut piercing pain in my head and saw that my clothes were all mishevaled. I even found some lipstick marks on my collar but as far as I knew I didn't do anything with anyone there. Then who's lipstick marks were that. My men are trying to find whoever was in
Rooh's pov:It's been two weeks from the day Mikhail has told me his past. That day he left without saying anything and never returned back. I don't know what happened, everything was going good and he kissed me also but suddenly he sat up and left. His behavior was also unusual and cold like I have seen from the first day when I met him. I was worried for him and I don't have any phone to call him also. I asked Rene to call him from land line but he didn't picked it up. Why is he doing this? Or is he avoiding me? But why? I know I forced him to tell me his past but it was for his own good. He had to let it out and need a closure as soon as possible or his condition will get worse. The things happened what I was scared for, his stepmother raped him. Is she even a woman or a human? How can she do this just to a seven year kid? She snatched his childhood, his happiness from him. He tainted his mind to that extent that he don't thinks as a normal human now.What about his father? He is
Rooh's pov:I started walking ahead and after new minuted of walking I saw suddenly a door opened a few meters away from me and a man came out of it holding a small kid by his shirt called hanging him in the mid air. Is this man idiot? Can't he see that the kid is getting hurt?! He was about to enter in some other room but I decided to stop him before that. But he was fast enough than me so I ran behind him inside that room. "Hey what are you doing? Is this is a way to hold a kid?" I yelled at him and he turned around looking shocked and angry at the same time but I was not less angry than him. He left the kid on the floor and glared at me. He charged towards me but before he could do anything a very angry voice came and he stopped in the middle. I snapped my eyes towards the voice and saw a seething Mikhail shooting daggers at the man with his rage filled eyes. What is he doing here? Oh, why I'm thinking that I should be the one who shouldn't be here. I stood there looking at Mikhai
Rooh's pov:We reached the mansion and I get down the car with the little boy in my hand and entered inside. I could feel the devil following us. Crossing the foyer and hall we reached the living room and I made the scared boy sit on the couch, I was about to get up but he was clutching my dress in his small hands which made me sit back on the couch with him. The devil also came inside and stood in front of us. I glared at him and turned my attention to the scared boy for now. He was sleeping peacefully on the couch, for boy much be exhausted from the trauma and crying. I decided not to disturb him and slowly took my dress out of his hands. I indicated the devil to follow me and I climbed the stairs walking upstairs. I entered inside my room and he also came inside. I turned around and faced him, he was already staring at me. I crossed my arms over my chest and raise my eyebrow at him to justify himself but he was silently staring at me. When few moments passed and he didn't open hi