My shoulder suddenly dropped at what he said to my son. The word 'Your mom is not my type' seems like I hear it over and over again.Eh... wow!"Yeah sweetie, I don't type Xander either. I don't want to get married again or have a relationship--" I didn't finish saying this because Elizabeth suddenly spoke."But what about me Mommy? Don't you want to ask me what I want?"I could feel the sadness in my son’s voice.I looked at Xander before turning my gaze back to my son. "A-What do you want?" I will ask."It's okay for me if you don't want to get married again but if you ever plan to have a relationship with a man, that you want to get married again ... that man should be Daddy Xander. He's overqualified to become my Dad, I like him to be your next husband if ever. "I just got down and drank some water."I'm sorry my son Xander, he wasn't that talkative before.""I'm like this Mommy, you're always really at work so you never know." He laughed but I, as if I was hurt by what he said.
"I'm tired of this kind of society. I'm not going to say that I'm tired of this world because the world has nothing to do with it, we're just living in this world. The number one problem is the people around us."I raised my hand and put my arm around him, patting his shoulder lightly."What can we do? This is the new world of you, the one that just keeps up with the flow of the environment. Let's just try not to mind them, we have different lives to care for and to live."He sat up and I also removed my hand from his shoulder."I want to ask you something,""Hmm, what's that?""This is related to what we're talking about today." I read my lower lip before nodding at him."How does it feel to have someone who loves you?""Uhm, happy! She feels good of course." I promise.I was taken aback by his stare at me now so I just drank alcohol."What do you think of me Elyse?" He asked me, I was confused by that question."Huh?""What do you think of me? Do you think anyone will like me?" I su
Why is he here? Didn't Xander take him to school but why did he take my son home with him?"What's going on here? Ija why--""I-I'll explain..." I was nervous and looked at Xander with a calm face."Grandma!" My eyes widened as he hugged Mrs. Ferrer."Hello little angel, I miss you."She said softly and hugged my son back."G-Grandma?"Why did my daughter call Mrs. grandma? Ferrer? Are they really that close?"I told her before to call me Grandma instead of ma'am." The language is Mrs. Ferrer while smiling looking at my son."Why is Elizabeth here?""I-It's just a problem so I just brought him here first ...""You mean here he sleeps and eats? My son let your daugh--""Just mind your own business Mom." Suddenly he interrupted what his mother was saying.I was a little surprised by what Xander said to him. It's as if he told his mother not to interfere, it's my life.I feel sorry for Mrs. Ferrer, no parent wants his own child to be like this."Sweetie--" I stopped because Xander also c
''Yeah,"' he sighed. "You already forgot?" He added.Eh? Did I really say that to him, I don't remember saying anything like that to him. I think he tripped me!Maybe he just wants to kiss me again? Am I assuming too much? Maybe not! Maybe I really said that to him.Oh my gosh your toying Elyse! But he was the first to invite me, wasn't he? I even thanked him because I taught him how to kiss and then it's free! But do I feel like it's better for him to kiss me then? Or am I just really good at teaching?"So? When?" In the tone of his speech to me and this is really the topic. Does it seem like he just doesn't have that kiss? It's like he just wants me to teach him how to play. Gagu? Is it that simple with him? I think he knows something in the brain, then is he really interested in how to kiss?"Elyse?""I-I don't know about you!" I annoyed him and got up and left. I quickly walked to the stairs and was about to enter my room in case someone suddenly pulled my hand, he pulled me into
"There you are again! Stop calling me stupid!" I'm really going to strangle him in a few seconds when I can't stop him!"Okay, go ahead and tell me. What is your job? Do you really have a job or do you f-feel like you just have a job?""Stop asking, I won't tell you."Shake it and look at me seriously now."Aha! You don't want to say that maybe the job you're taking is illegal? Am I right huh ?!" I asked while raising an eyebrow at him."Do you think I'm the type of person who does or runs an illegal business?"I suddenly thought of what he said. For me, it might be similar to what happened at the hotel, that I was completely skeptical of him and then I thought it was wrong and then even if I was just joking with him now, eh, what I was saying might hurt him. Maybe he won't notice me soon, this man will hit me again."Just a joke, you're really not joking." I said and laughed while slapping him on the shoulder."All right, I'll just cook muns now." I turned my back on him and went to
"I-It's okay sweetie, as long as you don't repeat it clearly?" He didn't answer, I could only hear sobs from him.I pulled him away from me a little and knelt down so that we were both equal. "Shhh, don't cry anymore okay? Mommy isn't mad at you.""That's enough drama for you two, let's eat. I'm already hungry."He suddenly picked up my son and wiped a tear from his cheek. "Come on, it's not your thing to cry." He smiled at it and sat down.We left the room together and went to the kitchen. While eating, suddenly someone texted so I looked at who it was first.From unknown number: I'll take you back, I'll take you back Elyse, we'll be together one dayMy forehead furrowed when I read that.Is it still alive? This is the unknown number that always texts I love you and I miss you, eh, maybe he doesn't have a boyfriend anymore ... but does he really know my name?From unknown number: Don't you miss me?I read its new message to me.How can I miss him, I don't know him? This person is als
It was late and we had just finished eating. "Good night." I promised Xander before entering my room. I saw my son lying on the bed and closed his eyes. I slowly walked closer to him so he wouldn't wake up but I stopped suddenly when he opened his eyes and looked at me. "Mommy," "Sweetie I thought you were asleep, why are you still awake?" I finally got close to him and sat on the side of the bed first. "I can't sleep Mommy ..." He got up and hugged me. I patted his back softly. "Do you want Mommy to sing for you hmm?" He didn't answer but even then I would still sing to him. I was about to sing but he suddenly spoke so I stopped. "I'm sorry Mommy ..." "Hmm?" I'm a little confused why he's so sorry to me now. "I'm really sorry for what I told you earlier." Now I know what he means. That's why he was so sorry for what happened this morning, for the hurtful things he told me. "It's okay sweetie, Mommy isn't mad at you." I grabbed both of his shoulders and pulled him away from me
I fastened my seatbelt then I touched my forehead again and caressed it.I think my forehead is swollen ah? Walangya! First time I get swollen on my birthday, I guess I'm unlucky.A few hours ago he suddenly stopped the car and only now I realized that we were here at Elizabeth's school."Where is your letter? Will I give it to you." This question to me."Ha? Eh, I forgot ..." I answered at the same time very hard against.He was suddenly shaken."I'll be the one to come out, just there you two." He said and I was going to speak but he got out of the car so I couldn't say what I was going to say.I was surprised to see him enter the gate of my son's school. "Will he wait to talk to Elizabeth's teacher?" Poor question I asked myself.I looked at my son who is still busy with his cellphone. Maybe it's better so that he doesn't get bored inside. "Sweetie just tell me when you need something ah?"He turned his gaze to me then nodded then turned his gaze back to his phone. It looks like my