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Baby shower

I’m nervous and excited at the same time. I know I said that it would matter if it’s a girl or boy but I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. They told me that it might be a girl because I look so blooming but I don’t want to assume but I must admit I also wanted a mini me. I want to take my baby to a ballet class, dress her up and the likes but that would be a nightmare to Arthur as he told me that he’s a little scared that if it might be a girl guys would come following her and court her.

“I’m nervous.” I look at Arthur who’s driving the car as we’re on our way to the venue of the baby shower. “Do you think I will be a good mother? What if I failed her or him? Would they still love me?”

He hold my hands in my lap while he continue driving. “You will be a great parent plus no one is perfect at this and we’ll figure this out together. You’re not alone in this. I’m here by your side.”

That made me calm down and feel at ease. He always know what to say when I’m doubting m